Last horse shifter

Chapter 10

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*Elena*

After getting out of the shower I dried off my hair and wrapped my body in the towel. I still fell very badly about what happen only a few minutes ago.

Stepping out in to the room I look at my mate, Ash. I was scared for what he might do to me for attacking him like I did. But when I looked at him he had regret in his eyes as well. He stood and took a few steps towards me, but I took a few steps back.

The few memories that I have of being with my kidnappers are mostly of being beaten and abused. This is why I'm afraid of what he might do and it's because of my past that I felt the need to protect myself when he pushed me up against the wall.

"Elena I'm sorry I didn't mean to push you. My wolf he saw you naked and he lost it. I would never do any thing to just you intentionally"

"I..It's fine" I stuttered out.

He sighed "Ok well I'm sure that your tired so I'll let you have the bed and I'll take the couch out in the living room"

He started to leave the room but I didn't want him to leave. I mean I didn't want to sleep on the same bed as him but I at least wanted to be in the same room as him.

"Wait" I took a step forward "could you stay in here with me"

He turned around and gave me a slight smile "sure"

"And do you think I could get another shirt"

He nodded going over to the dresser. "There is a question that I have been itching to ask you if you don't mind"

"No I guess not" I shrugged.

"How long have you been in your horse form"

I wasn't sure if I was comfortable about talking about my past with him yet. But I guess I would have to tell him sooner or later so why not get it over with right?

"Umm two years" I said while slipping on the shirt that he gave me after he turn around.

"And how old are you"

"18"

"So at the age that you first shifted and could find your mate you took off" he asked trying to understand.

'Should I tell him?' I asked Onyx

'Yes tell him.'

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. He seemed to notice my uneasiness.

"You don't have to tell yet if you don't want to"

"No its fine you would know sooner or later anyways" taking another deep breath I start my story. "I didn't shift when I was 16, I shifted when I was 2 and shortly after I was kidnapped by werewolf, hints to part of the reason that I don't like or trust them."

"Whats the other reason"

"I don't remember much of that time but the things I do remember are most of me being abused which is the other reason why I don't trust or like anyone" He growled angrily.

"I don't remember how or when exactly I escaped, but I know that durning the process I really hurt people and may have killed, but I don't care because I got away."

"Do you know what pack it was" he asked anger clear in his voice.

"No I didn't even know there was more than that one pack"

"You weren't taught?" He questioned.

"Nope. Well there was this elder lady who felt bad for me and so she taught me how to read, write, and speak properly but that's about it" I yawned.

He sighed and walked over to the bed pulling the covers back. I slid my legs under them and got comfortable while he place the covers on top of me. He turned off the light and went over to a chair. I closed my eyes and instantly went into a dream land.

~•~•~•~•~•~•~Dream~•~•~•~•~•~•~

I screamed for him to stop. I tried to kick him but my legs where tied down and so where my arms. I couldn't do anything but lay there and let him take what I hoped to keep for my mate. My virginity.

When he pulled out he slipped his pants back on and gave me a smirk. "Thank for the play sweetheart" he said and then left the room. Leaving me tied up, naked, and crying.

The dream stared to fade away and I was brought into another one. But the guy looked so familiar.

"Where the hell is she" I barged into the new alphas office.

He growled at my tone and for breaking the rule of not being aloud in his office. "Elena what have I told you about my office and you better watch that tone."

"I. Want. My. Daughter" I said between grit teeth, his anger no longer making me cower away from him.

He growled frustratingly "fine my mother has her she's in lab much to her dismay."

~•~•~•~•~•~Dream end~•~•~•~•~•~

Shooting up from the night mare I look around and find that I'm still in Ash's room but there's no Ash. I wondered where he could be. Getting off the bed I walk over to his dresser where I see there is a note left.

~•~Note~•~
Dear lovely mate,

I'm sorry I didn't wake you when I left. You looked so peaceful and I didn't want to disturb you. But I didn't want to leave you without telling you where I have gone so you won't worry.

There was a rogue siting that I had to help take care of. I don't want you to take a step out of my bedroom door for your own safety. I have two guards posted outside the door and when it is safe for you to exit they will let you know.

I love you and will be back shorty

Yours truly Ash

After reading the note I set back down on the dresser not knowing what to do with it. I walked back over to the bed and as I sat on the edge my mind wandered back to the dream I had. It felt like it actually happened.

'That's because it did' Onyx said softly

'What' I asked not putting the two things together.

'About a year before we escaped you were raped. You got pregnant and after the baby was born that's when you started to rebel, you didn't fear anyone anymore alls you wanted was our baby. And the father is the Alpha.'

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