Behind Closed Doors ( Chris Motionless)

Chapter 14: Don't freak if I do this

"You..you love me?" I asked, I looked into Chris's , confused about why would he have feelings for me,  I have a dark and twisted past. He nods, keeping his hands on my face.

"D-Do you love me?" He asked in a hopeful tone. I knew I had a crush on him, but I wasn't sure if I loved him. I thought about it for a minute. He makes me smile everyday, he helps me when I need, even when I don't ask for it, he cares about me. I even feel loved and special around him. There goes those butterflies again. I do love him. Before I could get a word out, Chris speaks.

"Don't freak if I do this..." He hesitantly leans in and kisses me. It was a soft peck at first, then he slowly moves his lips, I close my eyes and kiss him back. This is my first real kiss and I'm freaking out in my mind, I don't want to mess this up. As we kiss, Chris moves one of his hands down my back and pulls me in closer, and lies me flat on my back onto the floor, still keeping our lips together, we move them in synch, he rubs my arm, and puts his fingers through my hair, I wrap my arms around his neck, then I gently pull his hair, he lets out a light moan, which excited me a lot. Butterflies are on going crazy in my stomach, and my mind is everywhere. His soft lips touching mine was an unbelievable experience. This whole thing is an unbelievable experience! My idol and best friend told me that he love me, and now we're making out on the floor.

"Do you love me, L?" He whispers as we continue to kiss, "I do, I love you so much, Chris," I reply. He picks me up and lightly throws me on the bed, sliding his shirt off, revealing his tattoos. Oh, how much i love his tattoos, every single one. He kisses my neck and collar bone. By the time his lips touched my stomach, he stops, and looks at me. He kisses my lips and smiles at me.

"I love you too," he says, smiling. He lies his head on my chest.

"So...will you be my girlfriend?" I smile to myself as I play with his hair.

"Yes, hell yes," I responded. We both laugh.

"Damn, babe, your heart is beating like crazy, someone's excited," Chris says jokingly, we both laugh. We agreed on not telling anyone yet, until after warped is over, so that way no one will have to be worried about being a distraction, especially while we're performing. 

We ended up falling asleep in the same position we were in- him lying on me, and my leg around his, with my hands in his hair.