Behind Closed Doors ( Chris Motionless)

Chapter 40: The big bang

Haiii!! I hope you're enjoying this fanfic! It will be ending soon, I'm just stuck on how I should end it, but until thennn...here's another chapter! XD

Later that night, I was too busy cleaning my apartment, rather than changing into something decent. I still had on my tight black and red skirt, and black button up shirt from earlier. I didn't want to seem like I was trying too hard to look good for Chris, so right after cleaning, I changed into my pac-man shorts, and a black tank top and threw my hair into a pony tail.

Knock knock knock

"That's Chris!" Was the first thing that popped through my head. My hands began to get clamy and my legs and knees were weak. I exhaled and opened the door, there he was, holding a pack of my favorite strawberry watermelon wine cooler. Ugh, he knows how much I love that! We lightly hugged and sat on the couch in the living room. He popped open to bottles and handed one of them to me, and took a sip. I put my drink on the table, refusing to drink again (especially after last night). He put his bottle next to mine, and lightly grabbed my hands. His hands were cold and shaky. I didn't know if it was from being cold, nervous, or both. He just put my hands to hid lips and kept them there.

"What are you doing?" I finally asked.

"We haven't even been broken up for a full two days and I'm already miserable without you...last night after you said those two words..and you walked away...I just broke down...and I never cry...well, not around anyone anyway..-sigh- I messed up, and I could've stopped it, but I didn't, and I am really, truly sorry. I was my own enemy last night after you left. I hated myself..." his words were thick and shaken up, I could tell he was going to cry any second, as was I also, but I fought back as hard as I could. He continued.

"Last night...I was completely alone...I was getting ready to come see your show, but there was a knock on the door. I didn't have my shirt on, and I didn't bother putting it on when I opened the door because I thought it was the guys checking to see if I was still coming..but it wasn't. It was Megan. I said..'Megan, what are you doing here? You have to go, I gotta see my girlfriend,' and I tried to close the door on her but she came in so fast. I kept telling her to get out, 'get out, get out, get out megan, go away!'"

A tear fell from his face.

"She pushed me against the wall, and said 'Let's have some fun tonight,' and kissed my neck. I slightly pushed her and said no. She nodded and then somehow she distracted me by talking, and brought up old memories, we soon began to talk for hours over beer. I looked at the clock and cursed myself for missing your gig...I could barely contain myself after my last bottle. Megan was all over me, and I let her do whatever she wanted. We eventually made out, but I stopped and said, 'no, this is wrong, please leave,' but she crashed her lips on mine, and we went to the bedroom and had sex....then that's when you found us..."

He gulped and stared into my eyes. I stared into space, and slid my hands.out of his picked up my bottle and gulped down the beverage, immediately opening another.

"Do you love her...?" I dared to ask.

"No, of course not! I love you! More than anything!"

I stood up and leaned against the wall, daring myself to not look at him, because if I do, I'll break down.

"How long have you been doing this?"

"Last night was the only time, I swear," he responded.

"Then why have you been acting so...strange, so...distant?"

He sighed.

"Because, I've been busy practicing something...and I was just so nervous and on edge.."

"Practicing what?"

His hands wrapped around my hips and slowly turned me around, his eyes staring into mine. He digs in his pocket and takes out a huge diamond ring that shone. He grabbed my hand and got on his knee.

"To ask you...will you marry me?"

I drop my bottle, letting it spill into my carpet, and covered my mouth, tears forming in my eyes.

"Chris, I..."

"If you marry me, I swear, I promise to be the best man for you, I won't EVER lie or cheat. You're the only woman for me. I love you, Elizabeth. From day one, I knew there was something about you that was different...you've opened up to me, showed me your real self, which is beyond beautiful. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you..what do you say?"

I wiped the escaping tears from my face, and kneeled down to his level and took the ring out of his fingers and slid it on.

"Yes.." I spoke, my voice weak.

He wiped his tears and brought me into a passionate kiss, we stood up and hugged in front of the window. I could see a shadow, pointing something at us.

"I love you," he whispered.

"Move," I spoke.

"Huh?"

"MOVE!!" I push Chris onto the couch.

BOOM!!

Blood splats out of my mouth as I fell to the floor. Chris screamed and rushed to me. He spoke words, but I couldn't hear them. The aching pain in my stomach was unbearable, and.blood was everywhere. I pulled Chris down to my face, staring into his crying eyes.

"I...love you more..." I spoke, and crashed my bloody lips onto his, then the darkness invited me in.