panic attack 1

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You sat in the corner of the bedroom, feeling like the walls were closing in on you. You were breathing hard and rocking back and forth a little bit as you cried.
Your brain was shutting down on you. You felt so scared and every noise set you off a little more.
You had locked yourself in the room you shared with Colby after you had been threatened and hurt by some people claiming to be fans when you were walking back home from the store at the end of the street. They had asked for you for pictures so you let them come up to you, not suspecting anything too unusual. One of them had suddenly shoved you to the ground and held something sharp to your throat while saying they were going to hurt Colby and the rest of the traphouse. They had made a nasty slit across your cheek before you managed to get away and back into the house.
You leaned your head against the wall, feeling so scared and anxious.
Sam and some of the other traphouse members were outside the locked door, trying to get in.
They had seen you run upstairs and were very concerned. Colby hadn't seen you but Jake went to go get him because no one else could get close.
They were jiggling the doorknob and knocking on the door trying to get in, which only made you panic even more.
"Dude we can't get in there, she locked herself in!"
"Get me a knife or something."
You recognized that voice but your mind was in such a bad place at the moment that you couldn't be sure who it was.
You put your head in your hands, wanting all the noise to stop and everyone to go away. Your heart was pounding hard and you could feel it. You were hyperventilating a little bit along with the crying.
You heard the doorknob jiggle one more time before it made a metallic click. You rocked a little more quickly, not looking up.
"GET OUT!" You practically scream, trying to block everything out. You were panicking.
Colby comes in quickly and crouches right in front of you.
"Hey shhh it's okay, it's okay! Calm down!"
You look up for a second and he goes to touch your thigh as a sort of reassurance. You make a panicked noise and try to back away from him but are met with the wall. You start rocking again.
"Y/N, it's me Colby!"
You calm down slightly at hearing his voice. He gives you a few minutes and tries again. This time you let him touch you and he gently rubs his thumb on your thigh to comfort you.
"Baby, what happened?"
"T-they said they were gonna hurt y-you and...and they had a knife to m-my throat..." you're stuttering badly but you manage to get that out.
He looks back at Sam, Corey, and Jake who were standing in the doorway listening.
"They're gonna hurt y-you and they're gonna-they're gonna kill us!"
Colby pulled you up into a hug. You hugged him back a few seconds later, shaking hard and crying.
"I'm perfectly fine baby. Corey's fine, Sam's fine, Jake is fine. Nobody's going to hurt any of us. We're safe."
He held you tightly and let you cry, rubbing your back.
You sat back down against the wall. Colby discreetly motioned for Sam to come in. You watched him walk in slowly for a couple seconds before your mind flipped the panic switch again. You rapidly started shaking your head and trying to back away.
"No no no NO!"
"Alright Sam never mind! It's okay Y/N, shhhh."
Sam leaves quickly and you begin to chill out a bit. Colby gives you a bit of time and suddenly notices the bloody cut on your cheek.
"You wanna take a walk to the bathroom with me?" You shook your head at first. You didn't want to leave the corner.
It took a lot of coaxing on his part. He kept trying and trying and finally you felt stable enough to get up.
He took your hand gently and led you to the bathroom. You stuck close to him as you walked.
He sat you on the countertop and got a wet washcloth. He carefully cleaned off the blood and put some antiseptic on the wound, which stung but you barely noticed.
"That should just about do it. Let's go down to the kitchen to get some water."
You nod and he helps you down. He takes your hand again and you both go down to the kitchen. Sam and Jake are there, at the fridge.
Colby gets you a glass and fills it with water from the tap. You shakily take it and drink.
"I can't believe they would do that."
"Yeah you have to be a special sort of psychopath to hold a knife to a girl's throat and threaten her with shit like that," Jake says. Both him and Sam feel very sympathetic for you. They were glad Colby was able to make you feel better.
"From now on baby I don't want you walking alone anymore. If you're gonna walk somewhere make one of us come with you ok?"
You nod.
"I know you like to go off on your own and do things by yourself but please just let one of us go too. I don't know what I would do if you got hurt again or worse, killed. I love you and I want you to be safe princess."
You nod again and say i love you too . Colby looks at the boys and they nod as well. He gives you a quick kiss before picking you up piggyback style.
He spins around a couple times to make you laugh and then walks you around the house a bit and then outside where everyone else is.
He sits in a lawn chair with you laying across his lap while the other guys talk and you slowly fall asleep after you stop sniffling.


huh I kinda rlly liked that

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