Not a monster [Gaara of the sand love story] Modern au

Chapter two- Age 13.2

Sarina was scared once the trio left-Just as she thought she was chased around the house by the duo before she was locked up in the basement for hours. Once she was very weak her brother ripped her clothes and began to rape her-making sure to gag her so she wouldn't scream. Once she was weak he turned her body around and used his belt to whip her making her wide awake and sob through the gag that was on her.

She passed out soon after the pain became too much for her. It was months of abuse before she was able to get out of the cellar basement-at that time their parents came back from their vacation. Sarina acted like nothing happened and continued on doing what she usually did-pretending that she didn't exist to anyone.

Due to the trio being home schooled Sabrina would force Sarina to do her school work for her so she could talk with Kankuro on the phone or play games. At times Sarina would get sick and tired of being used and not do her work at all which would end up with her getting beat up by her elder sister with the back of her brush hard.

Sarina tried to talk to her parents about the abuse but nothing happened when her parents talked to her siblings-if anything it got worse for her. So she tried to bare with the pain and hurt-she tried so hard to deal with the fact that her siblings hated her...why? Because she was as smart as she was.

Then it happened-when Sarina had gone to the store for her parents which was a saving grace to her, she was gone for about a half hour due to the line at the store. Once out of the store she smelled the smoke but didn't think anything of it due to it being summer time-which was very close to her own birthday. So she thought someone was just having a cookout...

But that wasn't it at all, by the time she got to the street that she lived on she realized that the apartment she lived in with her parents and siblings was on fire as was the building beside it. Her eyes widen in utter horror, she went up to one of the police men that were keeping people away from the burning houses. "Mister where are my parents and siblings? They were in that house." She said as she pointed to one of the buildings

"I'm sorry kid but they're gone now-there's nothing that I can do to help you out with that unless they fled beforehand." The police man said sadly

She wasn't going to take that her siblings and parents died so soon on her. So with the bag in her hand she bolted off to try to find her parents and siblings calling their names as she ran around. She stopped at it turned to quiet hours and just curled up by a dumpster in an alley way crying. Sarina realized then that her family was gone-she had no one she could depend on anymore.

She didn't know where to go or how to move on from the terrible things that had happened to her. So she just drank the soda she had to get from the store as she thought about the fact that she had her father's card. She could live off of it for a while but not for long. So she went to get herself something to eat before returning to the alley way. She was very frugal with the money she spent and how much she ate. Which wasn't much-she only ever ate sweets to keep herself alive for about a year and a half before she was out of funding from her father's card. She then snapped it in half before throwing it out. She wouldn't need it anymore.

As it turned to be winter she began to shiver and chatter her teeth before falling asleep, she only woke up due to feeling someone kick her foot. She opened one of her eyes to see that it was some male who was trying to get her attention. "The hell is a bitch like you doing out here?"

Sarina didn't speak she forgot how to...no one spoke to her in a long time so she didn't know how to comprehend what was happening to her. The male got pissed off and picked the young brunette up. "Oi! I'm talking to you!"

She just blinked her eyes at the male-she wasn't scared she could smell the alcohol on his breath which meant that he was drunk. He didn't know what he was saying or doing-then it happened she went flying against the wall which made her laugh. She hadn't felt pain in a while, the familiar feeling of pain made her laugh in hysterics as she looked to the male..she wanted him to kill her.