Not a monster [Gaara of the sand love story] Modern au

Chapter Thirty two: Junior year

When it became school time Sarina mainly kept herself until she met up with Ino and Sakura. The two girls were always on either side of Sarina making sure she'd be alright. They knew damn well that Sarina was still going through mending her broken heart-they were going to support her through the hard times that she had. As it turned to be December Sarina wore a lot of sweaters and began to show being very pale. Her two female friends were very concerned for her but knew that they couldn't do a damn thing for her.

They knew that she was doing all that she could just to be able to make herself survive. It was the day before their Christmas break and it was a half day for them-not many people where in the school, but one people who were there was Matsuri she told everyone she knew that she was going to beat up the female that stole Gaara from her before school ended that day. Sarina was scared when she had gotten a threatening note in her locker. But she didn't show it, instead she just waited at the place where she was told to go as the day ended only to get up as she saw Matsuri with a smirk on her face.

"Well-well, you are stupid enough to come here." Matsuri said with a dry laugh

"You didn't sign the stupid note so I was curious on who wrote something that looks like a little child wrote it." Sarina said not being as scared as she had been, knowing it was just Matsuri.

Sarina saw that a lot of people were gathering around them as they spoke but ignored them as she kept her eyes on Matsuri. "What do you want anyways? You already have Gaara back, what the hell more do you want?"

"You dead, you stole what was mine first." Matsuri said seriously

"Oh really? I knew him first-I was already in his heart before you even came a part of his life. But he thought he moved on from me when he went with you, but guess what honey? He was only with you too distract himself from worrying about me. Once he found me he knew what he had to do just to get me to be with him. Sure it was a tough and long time for the two of us to even get together. But Gaara and you weren't even a thing to begin with then. He had been single then-but what you did in August wasn't cool. You knew that Gaara was still with me, yet you forced yourself on him three times and made him not take care of his mentally unstable girlfriend." Sarina said as she pointed to herself at the end "It's cause of your actions on Temari's birthday that led him to talk to you and sleep with you when he was with me. I don't blame him for what happened. I blame it on you cause you don't know how to keep your damn hands to yourself."

The people that had gathered gasped as they heard sarina speak. Gaara and Kankuro were part of the crowd as they were curious on what Matsuri was doing. As they saw Sarina they were concerned for her, they didn't know what she was able to do against Matsuri. Matsuri laughed and smirked at Sarina. "Oh that's petty coming from you! You shouldn't have left him!"

"I didn't! He was the one who left me for you! Cause he can't say no to you! You made yourself look like a complete slut in your bathing suit-or whatever the hell you wore that day. If you just came here to talk down me it's gunna take more than a few petty words to get me to burst down into tears. I've come to grasp with the fact that I'm never getting Gaara back as long as you are alive and in his damn life, he doesn't love you Matsuri-he lusts for you. He might say he loves you but he doesn't know the damn difference. Just like you don't. So get the fuck over yourself-I haven't spoken or seen that man since the summer time when I told him to fuck off. Now if that's it I need to get home to change for my job." Sarina said seriously

Matsuri growled irate before she went to punch Sarina only for her to catch Matsuri's hand with one of hers. "Oh really now? You're gunna swing at me now huh? Alright let's see what you got bitch I'm not going easy on you."

Matsuri was then pushed back only to go back to trying to hit Sarina. But Sarina was fairly quick to dodge or block the hits that came from Matsuri but she never swung or hit her. She didn't want to end up starting a fight she couldn't win, after realizing that she wouldn't be able to get Gaara back she knew she needed defense classes so she paid for some only to get her old Gym teacher Might Guy as her instructor. He ran her through a lot of drills-her partner throughout it all was Rock Lee. He really helped her out a lot.

Keeping in mind her lessons Sarina refused to take one hit at Matsuri until she ended up tripping over a rock that made her fall flat on her butt. Matsuri knelt down and began to punch her still getting her frustration out. Ever since she had began to be with Gaara again, Gaara would mumble Sarina's name in his sleep. Matsuri was so sick and tired of it so she wanted to show Gaara that she was the better one of the two of them. Those who watched her urging Sarina to fight back but Sarina never did, she still just blocked the hits that came her way until she couldn't anymore.

That's when it struck Sarina, her nerves shot-sanity all but gone. She pushed Matsuri off of her and she took her winter coat off of her as well as her jacket showing the black my chemical romance t-shirt she wore under it, as well as the bandages around her arms that went from her wrists to her elbows on both of her hands. She wore a wrist warmer on her left wrist and bracelets for Panic! at the disco and My chemical romance on her right wrist. She cracked her neck and fingers before she looked to Matsuri with a stoic expression on her face.

"You picked the wrong girl to mess with Matsuri-I realize you hate me, but taking it out on me isn't going to do you any good in the long run. Especially in front of a lot of people. You don't know me, you don't know what I've gone through. The hell and torture for years that I've survived and suffered through. But I guess that's why I never liked prissy brats like you who bitch and complain about things that they don't get that they want. If you really want to try to kill me go on and try-but you'll fail and you'll end up the one hurt crying on the ground like the pathetic bitch you are."

Matsuri hated the words that Sarina spoke and went straight for her again that time Sarina round kicked her in the stomach and made her go flat on the ground. Sarina laughed hysterically. "What was that it? One kick and you're out? C'mon where's that spirit you had earlier?" Sarina laughed crazily as she slowly walked up to Matsuri

Matsuri sat up as she saw the look in Sarina's eyes, she began to fear for her life as she scurried up to her feet. "W-Wait...Sarina please can't we call it truce?"

"Oh running away now? You threatened my life with some shit-note and now you wanna call it truce after all the hits you made on me?! Yeah you're pathetic! I didn't think that it was possible to find someone who was afraid of me-but I see I was wrong." Sarina said before she got really close to Matsuri. She cupped Matsuri's face and she narrowed her eyes at her. "Don't you dare mess with me or threaten my life ever again you don't want to see what a monster can do to you brat."

Sarina then got her jacket and coat on. She then walked off with her headphones on as she went to call Ino's father to let him know that she'd be a few minutes late for work due to dealing with a confrontation at school.