Quick note: I wrote this a while back and didn't check what I had written so there's many mistakes throughout. I'm sorry about this but will try to fix this after my exam period.
If you decide to continue then enjoy :)
- Rach
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January 1st
Today is a new year, so a new start right?
Currently, my life is shit. I would be more dramatic and say it's literally a black hole of misery and failure but I think shit sounds much better. I can't seem to do anything right! Especially when it comes to my parents; I'm supposed to have a girlfriend but whoops I'm gay, I need to pass all my exams but I'm stupid and can't focus in class, and I'm always being called lazy! You'd stay in bed too if your life was as bad as mine... seriously the signs of depression are so obvious but everyone who I thought cared for me are pretending not to notice. Or maybe I'm just a really good liar?
Now, don't get me started about school. Bullying increases by the day. The pressures of school are too much to handle, I can feel my anxiety getting worse. I hate it there, I hate my parents, I hate everyone but, most of all, I hate myself. I'm fed up.
People always say that you have to let things get better, not to make any drastic decisions. So, I've decided to give myself six months and if my life isn't better by then that's it. I'll end it.
- Dan
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Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
FanfictionDan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Trig...
