HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

(34) DYING

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Here's chapterrrrr 34...

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MJN's POV

I'm at Jerol's bar, Specifically on our vip room, drinking the hardest drink on his bar. Shit. This feeling again. I'm hurting.

I've already gave up my pride just for her but damn! What the hell she just did in return?

Does she want me out of her life? Damn! I can't give that to her. She's my life and if she really meant that then it was as if she was asking me to commit suicide.

I'm on the verge of crying again. Puta! Putangina! Why it hurts so much that I feel like I'm dying? Fuck! Gay!

I threw my shot glass away. Shit!

"Oy pare! Ililista ko ang binasag mo sa mga utang mo. Magkakainteres na niyan iyon dahil mag-iisang buwan ka ng tambay dito." Then he got a piece of paper on his pocket and wrote something on it.

"Get out, Jerol." He followed.

I looked at my phone. When will Johann come?

"Pare!" Johann approached me and sat beside me. "Nakipagkita ako sayo para magsabi ng problema ko pero parang ikaw yata ang may kailangan ng makakausap?" Him.

"No. I know how to deal with my own problem. So, what do you wanna talk about? Problem?" I stood up and got a new shot glass. I sat on the other couch so that we were facing each other. I put a small amount of liqour on my shot glass and drunk it all.

"I got her pregnant."

"Who?" I played my shot glass with my forefinger.

"Queenie." At least he got her pregnant. How about me? In our almost eight years marriage, I never had the chance to make my woman conceive. She was pregnant with other man. Does she had a problem with herself or was it really me who has a problem?

"Not surprising." His relationship with Queenie was public but the problem was they were not really committed with each other. They were only fling.

"How's her pregnancy? Did the two of you talk about your situation?"

"That's the fucking problem!" He shouted.

Suddenly something popped up on my mind.

"Wasn't Queenie missing? She was gone when we were still college, right?" I was confused.

"She was gone because I got her pregnant, bro. She took away my son from me. What a shameful bitch she had become!" He said through gritted teeth.

"Stop calling her names. Have you listened to her explanations? What if she had a reasonable reason? Don't jump into conclusions, Johann. You're a grown and intellectual man."

"But... Whatever reasons she had, it was still not right to keep my son from me. She didn't think of our son for pete's sake! She deprived my son from having a father."

"Yes, He was deprived from having a father for years but would you let that years become decades? Stop butting around and just make it up with him." I stood up and left him. Now, It's my time for my own problem.

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( _SHAIRA'S SIDE  WAS IN THIRD PERSON'S POV AND IT'S FORMAT WAS ITALIC WHILE NICKKO'S POV IS LIKE THE NORMAL FORMAT. OKAY? _ )

"Vheneese, wake up. Vheneese."

"Fuck! Vheneese!" He carried her bridal style.

"Papa?" Neeyah called but he ignored her.

"What happened, Papa? Tita!" Johvanny.

"Stay there, kids." He said.

While he was heading the garage he was silently cursing.

He laid his sister on the passenger's seat and put the seatbelt on.

"Shit. What have you done, Vheneese." He murmured before starting the engine.

He rushed his sister on the ICU and since they own this hospital, the hospital staffs immediately took care of them.

I looked at her door. I tried to reached for her doorbell but my hand refused to stretch out. I heaved a sigh and looked on the floor.

Shit! Vheneese, fight! What the fuck have you done?

Is this the right time to stop holding on to you? My heart and my brain shout no but my body keeps on shouting stop and raising a white flag symbolizing its surrender. God knows how I hardly fight for you but it seems like everything is against for us to be together.

Jason's stared at her sister's life line. Pababa ng pababa ang linya na nagpakaba sa kaniya. Tatayo sana siya at siya ang magaasikaso sa kapatid niya ng may dumating na isa pang doktor. It's better to leave her sister to them because they know better what they will do than him.

I took steps away from her unit--From her. It crushed my heart.

Halos mag-isang linya na ang life line ng kapatid niya. Vheneese... Piping usal niya.

I run out of the condominium building not realizing that I was in the middle of the road.

Beeeep! Beeep!

I was stunned when I saw a truck running towards me. I couldn't walk nor run. My feet were stucked and couldn't move. I sighed and closed my eyes.

If getting out of your life would mean happiness for you then I am willing to die.

Shaira's life line went flat.....

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