Save Me

Chapter 25

Just breathe, he says.  

That was a tall request at the moment.   All I could manage was fast and shallow.    I tried a few minutes longer to relax on my own but Jared must have sensed my struggle.   I couldn't seem to do it on my own until I heard his calm, monotone voice coming from next me.

"Take a slow deep breath in for me, Vivie."   he said, placing his hand on the back of my head, making his presence known.

I was filled with nervous energy but once I took that deep inhale of air into my lungs, it had an immediately calming effect.    Each breath thereafter ease the tension and gradually, my muscles began to loosen again.   Settling my mind soon followed.      

"Good girl, Vivie."  he praised,   "Slow and steady."

With his hand still on my head, his fingers were woven in my hair, gently applying a tiny amount of pressure.   When he thought I was ready, he ran his hands through my hair then slowly down my neck.   Opening his hand, splaying his fingers wide across my back he moved without lingering, continuing down over my rear as his middle finger ran along the crack to my thighs.  I expected him to stop but he didn't.   He trickled his fingers down my leg, over my heel all the way to my toes, never once breaking our physical connection.

Now behind me, I felt the bed dip as he kneeled onto the mattress.    Moving closer still,  his hands cupped my heels.  

Dragging his fingertips from my heels to my knees, pushing them apart he said,   "Open your knees wider, Vivie."

Moving one knee then the other, I widened my stance.   I could feel the bed shifting as he now sat back on his calves.   Once he positioned himself the way he wanted between my legs, he completely stilled, taking his hands completely off me.     

My breath hitched in my throat again at the thought of his view.   My wet pussy was quite literally in his face.   I had never been in such a vulnerable position in my life.  

Jared didn't move nor did he make a sound in what felt like forever.    The only way I knew he was still there was that every now and again I would feel a whisper of his breath float across my heated, damp skin.  I went through a wave of emotions as I tried to hold still in this unnerving position.  

At first, I felt very tense and self conscious then it drifted into a slow calm.   When he moved behind me there was that thrill of what's to come and now however many minutes later, I was back to being unnerved and tense again.   The same anticipation that made my pussy drip was also causing my insecurities to flourish.  

What if he didn't like what he saw?   

It was every woman's worst nightmare.    I couldn't take this much longer and I began to fidget.   Just as I was about to sit up and ask if something was wrong, I felt him move behind me.

Delicately, I mean so delicately Jared's fingertips were barely touching my skin, he grazed them from the bottom of my heels, up each leg then my thighs.   Goosebumps broke out across my skin at his soft touch.   Once he reached my fleshy globes, he splayed his fingers wide.   Leaning forward, I could feel his chest against my the back of my thighs as he placed a kiss of my cheek.    Massaging the skin he held in his hands he was kneading my flesh in a very slow and deliberate way.   I was amazed at how good it felt.

I couldn't hold back my sigh,   "Ahhh..." 

"Like that baby?"  

I nodded,   "Uhh-huh.   I doooo, yes."  

My once ridged body was softening.   I wasn't really holding my position very well and I know my back was slumping.   I wouldn't even be surprised if I were drooling, that's how good this felt which was such a strange thought.   Maybe it was because no one has ever done this to me before.   It was a new experience, that's for sure.