Save Me

Chapter 26

In the most soothing voice Jared encouraged,   "You're doing so well, baby girl."  

Being back in this position with my core practically at eye level for him, any remaining shyness I felt earlier was gone.     I wanted to feel him inside of me so desperately, I was barely able to hold still.   Even my pussy couldn't stop clenching and pulsing.     This was so much harder to do than it was the first time around.  

Jared didn't say a word or make any movements at all.    What he was waiting for, I don't know but whatever it was, I hoped it didn't take long.    Just as my body began to tremble beyond what I could conceal, I felt the bed move under me.  

Suddenly, I felt him blow his cool breath across core then use his thumbs to open my pussy lips exposing my opening to him.   

"Watching your pussy clench and drip down the inside of your thighs is so fucking hot."   Jared murmured leaning in to blow his cool breath against my pussy,   "Do you miss my cock being inside you, baby?"

Inhaling again, he blew another cool breath of air across my pussy as he waited for my answer. 

"Yes Sir, please!"    I begged, fisting the sheet below me then pulling them into my chest,   "I'm going to cum,  I need to cum.   Please!"

I sounded as desperate as I felt.    My need was overwhelming my senses and what I got from him was not what I expected at all.   Instead of giving in, he pulled completely away from me.    

"NOOOOOOO!"   I angerly whined.

Jared's response was to give no response at all.   

This was really on me and as my temper and frustration began to dull, I mentally came to terms with the fact that I needed to slow my body down.   If I didn't, not only would this be over way sooner than I wanted it to but there was also a real possibility I'd drive myself mad in the process.  

Breathing was going to be the key.  

I needed to start by pacing my breathing.  If I could do that, everything else, my heart, my muscles, would follow.   Pulling in a cleansing breath, I held it for a count of three.   At three, I'd release it slowly to the count of three.    Then I'd repeat the process all over again.  

I silently thanked my yoga practice for teaching me this technique, it definitely came in handy for more than just yoga.   

I continued repeating this patterned breathing technique until I could feel my tense body begin to relax.   Feeling my mind begin to soften and my heart to regulate, I was more in a meditative state than anything.   In fact, I got so caught up in myself and calming my body, I almost forgot Jared was sitting back on his calves behind me with my ass in his face watching the whole time.

Almost. 

I suppose I knew he was there but strangely got myself to a point where I didn't really care.

"Baby, that was impressive."   Jared murmured as I felt him softly rake his nails down my rear end continuing to the backs of my thighs then my knees,   "I'm proud of you."

I sighed, my mind still a bit hazy.   In the moment, I wasn't sure what I really did that was all that impressive.    

 "Are you ready to continue?"   he asked.

Swallowing hard, my mind becoming fully present again,   "Yes Sir.   I'm ready."

I felt like my heart nearly burst as I was filled with so much pride.    There was this intense feeling of WANTING to make him proud.    That desire to please was so strong, it surprised even me.