Save Me

Chapter 27

"Ahh baby.." Jared sighed contently against my ear.

Exhaustedly laying his chest down on my back, his breaths were heavy against my damp skin as he continued to lazily thrust into me riding out his orgasm.   When his hips gradually slowed, I could feel his heavy, thick cock inside of me still twitching.    It was in those few quiet minutes that my body was recovering from the remnants of my own incredible orgasm that I could feel something in me shift. Something I had never felt before.

Instead falling into that glorious feeling of being thoroughly sated, my senses, literally every nerve ending in my body, began to trigger as if I were on fire.   What is normally very calming to me, feeling the weight as his entire body covered mine,  was becoming too much.   I felt as though I was being smothered and couldn't take in a breath.

"That was incredible, baby."  Jared whispered not realizing the struggle that was taking hold of me.

I could hear his voice in my ear but it was so drowned out.    It was like he was a million miles away.    Trying to take a breath in, the scent of sex filled my nostrils and brought me back to all the things we did together, all the things I had never done with anyone else.    Without warning every emotion a human could possibly feel suddenly hit me all at once and tumbled out of me in the form of an enormous body racking sob.   The urge was so strong, it was impossible for me to keep it hidden from him.

My body shuddering and sobs overtaking me were nearly simultaneous.    Something was seriously wrong.   As what was happening began to register, Jared immediately lifted onto his elbows to brush the hair away from my face. 

"Baby, what's wrong?"    he asked, serious concern echoing through each syllable,  "Did I hurt you?"

Gasping for breath,     "I, I, I don't know..no.. I just, I...I..."

I was stammering, unsure of what I was even saying as tears flowed uncontrollably down my cheeks and onto the sheet below me.    Moving quickly, Jared pushed his body from mine, effectively pulling his cock out me so fast I really didn't even feel it.   

"It's ok, baby, hold on."

It seemed he recognized and understood the seriousness of the situation far more than I did.   His reaction should have been a comfort to me but it almost scared me more.   The panic only got worse when I realized he was leaving my side. 

"Ahh, no."  I cried to him,   "No, stay please."

I needed him to stay with me, I felt like I was drowning in my emotions.    

"It's going to be okay, baby."    Jared promised, his warm hand laid across my back,    "Don't move."

Once standing, he reached for a throw blanket that was laying on the chair next to the bed.    Pulling it over my body and tucking it around me, he swaddled me like you would a baby.    I felt like a complete and utter mess.  

What was wrong with me?

Why is this happening? 

All this emotion and tears, it was so not me at all.    I should be on cloud nine right now yet here I was in the pits of despair.    I couldn't fathom where all this neediness and fear was coming from.   What made it even more confusing was that I seemed to have zero control over it.   None.

"No, Jared, please don't leave me."  I cried, my hand grasping at his.

"I promise I will be right back, baby girl."    he repeated in a very calm, monotone voice before kissing my forehead.

I continued to cry practically uncontrollably as he pulled away but within a minute or two, Jared was back and scooping me into his arms.    Cradling my trembling body,  blanket and all, he sat onto the bed with me in his lap and began to rock me like a infant.