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It's been a couple weeks and Dominic hasn't let me do anything myself. Even if I need something to drink that man is running to the kitchen.

I still don't know what I did to deserve a husband like him.

He's been helping my mom all day actually. She said Dominic and I still need our space to be alone. So she's moving out of our house but luckily not too far. Just to the pool house.
So she's still here but not here, here.

Other then the three of us the only other people who know I'm pregnant is Lynn of course, Dimitri, Michael and Shawn. I also told Libby.

None of the fans know yet.

Also I think Blaze knows I'm pregnant too. He goes everywhere with me.
I'm sitting in the backyard with him right now actually.

He's just laying in the grass watching me as I'm watching Dominic, shirtless.

I think my hormones are starting to go whacky!

I get bored and I have internet excess. So I'm learning all the stuff that's gonna be happening to my body and my hormones.

Luckily I haven't gone super emotional yet. Horny yes, crying and screaming for no reason, that's a no.

Dominic and I have the award show tonight and I have a gorgeous black dress for tonight.

I haven't made a public appearance like this since the whole Doug incidence. So yeah I'm nervous.

I'm just glad it's here and not in New York.

I get a lot of loving words online but it just gives me anxiety thinking about tonight.

Which Dominic keeps rubbing my head and back to keep me calm.

I look down and see a tennis ball. I pick it up and Blaze gets up getting all excited wagging his tail.

"Hey Blaze you want this?"

I throw the ball and Blaze darts off at it.

"Hey baby."

"Hey sweaty."