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When Lynn and I got home I decided to go upstairs to the nursery.

I saw the big purple bear in the corner. So I decided to lay next to it.

I pulled out my phone and texted Elizabeth.

"Hey can you come over to the house. I wanna talk about some baby things."

Few seconds I got a reply.

"Yeah sure. I'll be there soon."

I was just sitting there cuddling up next to this bear and thinking about Dominic. Wondering where he's at and what he's doing. I hope he's as miserable as I am right now.

Is that wrong?

Great I've gotta pee again.

I get up and go to the bathroom. I'm sitting there doing my thing when out of nowhere my breasts start to ache!

Ok first thing I'm getting rid of this damn bra!

"October, Elizabeth is here with Jason!"

I go downstairs and sit with everyone else.

"Oh here October I thought you could use this."

Elizabeth hands me a big ass pillow. What is with all the oversized things today. Except no oversized food!

"Um thanks for the pillow."

"It's a pregnancy sleep pillow. Trust me it'll help."

"I hope so cause I have not been."

"Um October?"

"Yeah Jason?"

He points at my shirt. I look down and I have two wet spots on my shirt!

"Great!

Now I'm leaking!"

Elizabeth hands me a bag.

"Thought you would need these too."

I open the bag and there breast pads.

"Oh my goodness thank you Elizabeth!"

"I was around this far when I started lactating. Except I was at the store when it started to happen. Luckily another woman noticed and told me about those."

"Well I appreciate these! Do you have to wear a bra cause I can't at the moment."

"I just wore a tight tank top under my shirts. They stick so they stay put."

I look over at Jason and he looks so uncomfortable right now.