Love me the way I love you

09

Calum

After being brutally honest to Giovanna, we haven't really spoke after that. She walked off and went to the meet and greet leaving me there. We just casually continued on with the day which sucks the most.

After the show, we all headed backstage to shower and get changed "We need to get back on the bus before 11" Kim told us popping her head into the room.

Gia went to the shower first and the boys looked at me "I really don't want to talk about it."

Ashton sighed "It's been like three days now, what happened?"

"I don't know, I was honest and now she won't say anything" I mumbled eating my food.

They nodded and finished up eating their food. I stared at my phone and Gia's face popped up as the screen lit up. I sat back holding a beer on my lap "Do you think she'll be with me again?" I blurted.

They both looked at me "Maybe? From what I heard she's really all about you..." Luke told me. "Giovanna probably just needs some time to think."

I nodded "I told her the truth and she won't talk to me, that's what she wanted to hear and she's pissed off."

The bathroom door opened and Gia walked out in her pajamas. I looked away from her and Ashton got ready to shower next, "Where's the bottles at?" She asked.

"In the cooler" Luke pointed.

Gia opened up a Don Julio bottle and made herself a drink. Luke and I stared at her watching her pour a good handful of alcohol in her cup mixed with Sprite, "Maybe you should slow down" I told her.

Gia looked at me rolling her eyes "I'll be on the bus." She grabbed her backpack and headed out with the bottle.

Perfect.

Luke and I looked at each other and he shrugged "Let's go shower."

I nodded and grabbed some clothes and my toiletry bag going to the shower with him. Ashton was just done and we get into separate stalls showering.

I quickly showered and got out going through my after shower routine and put my clothes on. The crew came in taking a tour boxes and clearing out the greenroom packing it up. "I'm getting on the bus now!" I yelled to Luke.

"Alright! I'll be ready in 10!" He yelled back.

I grabbed my stuff and walked down to the bus taking pictures with fans "Thanks for coming" I waved to them and go in the bus. Ashton laid on the couch watching a movie with a beer and I could hear Gia playing guitar in the lounge room. "What are you watching?"

"Honey I shrunk the kids" he said not breaking contact with the tv. "Talk to her" Ashton mumbled.

I sighed "I said my part already."

Ashton stared at me "She said she talked to her dad before her shower, he isn't getting any better the doctors said. Even on chemo and stuff, they said he's just getting weaker..."

I looked down and nodded, I walked to the back on the bus. Gia sat there with a bottle next to her drinking it, her eyes were red, and just strumming the guitar. I leaned against the door frame "You okay? Ash told me about your dad..."

Gia didn't say anything and stared at the guitar in her hands.

"It's okay to talk about it."

She looked up at me with her watery eyes "What do you want to hear? Because according to the world everything is my fault, my dad is dying and here I am on tour miserable as hell and the worst daughter ever since I wasn't with him every step of the way."