Love me the way I love you

19

Calum

At the end of the day, Kim dropped us off at our own houses. Gia walked in and went straight to the room laying stomach down on the bed, I sat next to her rubbing her back. I sat with her in silence and bent down to kiss her cheek "You okay?"

She sat up and kissed me softly "Yeah..." I gave her a hug and Gia pulled away looking at me "I love you..."

"Let's just try to go to sleep tonight" I told her pulling my boots off, along with my jacket and shirt. Gia copies me just taking her boots, then laid down next to me with her arm around my waist. I kissed the top of her head as I rubbed her back "You're Okay, baby."

Gia didn't even have to look up at me, but I knew her exact expression and she was frowning and had her heartbreaking sad eyes. Her arms wrapped tighter around me "I hate feeling like this..." she mumbled.

"How are you feeling?"

"Alone and heartbroken" she mumbled.

I sighed and kept my arm around her "I know it means nothing, but I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. I don't want you to think you're gonna be alone."

Her watch alarm went off and I looked at her, she pulled away stopping it. Gia had this digital watch in Italian time and that's how she'll know their time so she could call her dad, almost everyday they talked in the morning and night. I watched as she pulled her phone out and went to her contacts stopping at her dad's contact, "Am I crazy if I still pay for the phone bill? I just- it has his voicemail and I could listen to his voice..."

I shrugged "No... I would do that too. At some point you should stop because you can't move past it if you're holding onto it."

Gia laid down so her head was on my arm "You're right..." She fixed her watch so it had LA time then dropped her arm to her side. Gia let out a long sigh and rolled over so she faced me, then tucked her face into my side crying softly.

I pulled the blanket over us and rubbed her back kissing her head, I let her cry out her tears until she was just sniffling.

When it came to the morning, Gia really didn't want to get out of bed. All she did was take off her clothes and put on one of my hoodies, then got back in bed afterwards staring at the wall.

I decided to do something nice for her and made breakfast for her- eggs, toast with butter, sausages, some waffles with strawberries, and coffee. I even rented one of our favorite movies Ted and Ted 2 to watch while we have breakfast in bed.

I put together two plates and coffee, then headed to the room with it on the tray walking in slowly "Hey baby, let's eat" I said softly. Gia looked at me confused "I made us breakfast in bed and got Ted to watch while we eat."

She smiled softly sitting up "You didn't have to do that."

"I wanted to, you been having a crappy time and I thought why not eat food, cuddle, and watch movies with your great loving and incredibly hot boyfriend" I joked sitting in the bed beside her putting to food in her lap and going to put a movie in.

Gia

It was nice of Calum to go through all this for me to cheer me up today. We took our time eating and laughing at the movie, but when we finished Calum took the tray putting it on the dresser to deal with later.

He jumped on the bed landing on top of me "Cuddle time" Calum laughed laying on top of me and kissing my cheek. I smiled and adjusted myself so I was comfortable, Calum later between my legs and his head in my chest wrapping his arms around me.

I ran my hand through Calum's hair and stared at him "Thank you for breakfast baby."

He looked up a me with a smile "Gave me a reason cuddle you up and spend time with you." Calum stared at me not saying anything to me but being ridiculously cute and smiley "You look so cute in my hoodie."

I rolled my eyes and he reached for his phone taking pictures of us together being weird. Calum just laughed when I crossed my eyes sticking my tongue out, I did it again for him while he took a video. He replayed the video and we just laughed "Ohhh, I look so nasty!"

Calum moved so that I was cuddling him and had me wrap my arms around him "Being little spoon in the best" he mumbled scrolling through his Instagram. I kissed his head leaning my head against his and Calum was just taking pictures of us, then sent them all to me. "I'm going to post these" he said picking out pictures.

"Those angles are terrible, babe" I mumbled watching.

Calum picked about five pictures from just now and a really old one of us cuddling in bed back in London. I sighed and watched him type something up: good morning from me and my everything/ best friend/ and love of my life 😍can't believe I met the love of my life when I was 15 years old 🌹❤️ and update on her we're having bed in breakfast cuddles and movies

Calum posted it and put his phone to the side "I'm stressed out" I mumbled.

"For what? I love you and I should be allowed to show you off" Calum said. I nodded and he grabbed his phone again looking at the post, all we saw were hate comments "You proved your point." He looked at me and sighed, then he turned the comments off.

"And that is why I got rid of social media" I told Calum using my I told you so voice. Calum looked sad because of the comments, "Those comments are gonna get to you, but it's not going to change the fact that I love you endlessly and want to be with you." Calum nodded and put his phone down on the night stand, then laid next to me.

For a while we just stayed in bed in a heated make-out session and the doorbell rang "Every time!" Calum yelled crawling out of bed and putting on shorts.

I groaned and got it of bed following him to the living room. Ashton and Luke stood there laughing at us "We were bored and thought why not crash the little breakfast date."

"Why? Don't you guys have girlfriends to bother?" I asked them.

They shook their heads "Bugging you guys is more interesting."

"Yeah, And is there more food?" Luke asked.

Calum took my hand "Yeah, stay here. Help yourself to anything, but we need to finish what we started that you losers interrupted."

My jaw dropped and Luke and Ashton just cheered us on. We went into the room and Calum picked me up throwing me on the bed "Woah, I think your friend there is doing all the thinking" I said.

Calum nodded "Definitely." He kicked her shorts and boxers off kissing me like crazy.

And well I'll just tell you, it's been way too long and overdue for this.