You're Mine. Namjin

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Jin's POV 

"Thanks hyung! You have no idea how helpful you've been." Mark thanked as he pulled me in for a hug. I was just about to hug back but I heard coughing fit from behind. I turned around to find Namjoon coughing violently, so I let go of Mark and lightly slapped his back and he slowly stopped coughing. I was worried about Namjoon, he'd been coughing a lot these days but whenever I told him to go to the doctors he refuses. 

"Don't worry about it Mark, and you know, it was Namjoon who covered your shift." I told Mark, and his face changed from a happy one to a confused one to a suspicious one before he smiled a bit too widely at Namjoon and thanked him, and Namjoon just nodded. Why can't these two get along well with each other? I decided to not push it any more and just started walking to class. 

When we got to the classroom I was shocked to see Mark take a seat next to me, because he knows that Namjoon sits with me. I gave him a questioning look and he smiled knowingly before saying, "I'm sorry hyung, but I was wondering if I could sit with you today because  I've missed a lot of work recently and you could fill me in." Well, I suppose that would make sense, but Namjoon will be upset if I don't sit with him. I can help Mark catch up with work at my house later. For now, I'll just tell him that I'm sitting with Namjoon, but Namjoon already spoke before I could say anything. 

"Absolutely not! You know that I always sit with Jin and if you were so eager to learn you shouldn't have taken so many days off in the first place. Stop trying to act like a responsible student now." I gasped in shock as Namjoon continued to say hurtful things to Mark. I know that Namjoon doesn't know anything about his sister, but he should still be a bit more considerate. 

"Joon! Stop this! There is no reason for you to speak to Mark like this." I told him but he just pouted. I shook my head and turned towards Mark, "Don't worry Mark. You can sit with me until you catch up on all your work." I smiled at him and he smiled back. I was going to explain to Namjoon about Mark and his sister but when I turned around to look at him he was already gone. I looked around the entire classroom in concern but I didn't see him anywhere. Don't tell me he's actually going to miss class because of this tiny little thing. I sighed and got up to go look for him and tell him to calm down but before I could leave our teacher came in and began the lesson. I was just going to have to find him later now. 

For the rest of the day, Namjoon didn't turn up to any lessons, I didn't even see him at lunch and now I felt like shit. I was actually starting to feel anxious and worried and Mark caught up on that. "I'm sorry hyung. This is all my fault. If I hadn't tried to move seats Namjoon would not have left and you would not have gotten all worried." Mark apologised and hung his head low. I shook my head. 

"Don't worry Mark its not your fault, and Joon just gets like this sometimes. He'll be fine after a bit." I tried to convince him, but how was I supposed to that when I wasn't even convinced myself. We both just fell into awkward silence and continued heading to the study space where the three of us normally study.

 As we entered the room we were both shocked to find Namjoon already sat at our table with a huge pile of notes and a few text books. When he saw us enter he smiled and waved at us. What the hell is this? Split personality disorder? 

I made my way over to him, Mark following hesitantly. "H-hey Joon." I said trying not to stutter.

"Hi guys." He smiled at us. Me and Mark just stood there awkwardly not knowing what to say. I thought he was mad at me, or at least upset, but he looks completely fine. 

"Aren't you guys going to sit?" He asked. 
"I don't know, aren't you mad at me because of this morning?" I replied to which he chuckled and shook his head. "Why would you think that?" He said. 

I thought for a bit, trying to find the right words before I opened my mouth to speak, "you kind of just left without saying anything, didn't attend any classes and didn't even come to have lunch, so I thought that you were mad at me." He chuckled again before speaking, "I left class to come make these notes for Mark, since he's missed so much work. These will help him catch up. And he can keep my textbooks until he's satisfied that he understands everything. It took me the whole day to make notes for him, and I really wanted to finish them so I didn't go for lunch. But the good news is, He won't have any gaps any more and he can sit in his regular seat from tomorrow." 

What did I just hear? Did this boy really spend his entire day making notes for Mark so that he doesn't sit with me from tomorrow. Even Mark looked shocked. Do I really mean this much to him? 

Namjoon quickly shoved all of the notes towards Mark who muttered a small thank you. For the rest of the time that we studied we pretty much just sat in silence. I didn't even read a single word, I was too busy focusing on unknown, warm feeling in my body. 

Namjoon what are you making me feel?