You're Mine. Namjin

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"You fucking asshole! I will destroy you."

"Bitch you wish! Take this."

"How dare you! This is the end of you. Say your prayers, Sucker!"

"Kim Jimin! Kim Taehyung! Stop at once!" I screamed horrified at the aggression that my little brothers displayed over a game of Mario Kart.

"But Jin hyung, Jimin hit me with a green shell just before the finish line. He cheated. I was ahead throughout the entire race." Taehyung whined.

"Shut up loser. I got to the finish line first. I won fair and square." Jimin retorted.

"That's enough you two. Now behave like civilised human beings because if I lose my calm it won't be pretty." I threatened.

"Hyung you're just mad because Namjoon said he can't come over. Why are you taking it out on us?" Taehyung stated, and as much as his statement irritated every single fibre inside my body, it was true.

I woke up to a lovely, bright Saturday morning, ready to spend the entire day with my boyfriend, only for him to cancel on me. How lovely.

Namjoon's been spending less time with me these days. Idk if it's because he thinks he can take it easy because I like him back. He says its because he's busy, but he never tells me exactly what with. Jungkook visits more often than Namjoon. I just really hope that Namjoon doesn't think he made a mistake by asking me out.

Annoyed and frustrated, I decided to call Hoseok to tell him how upset I was. He immediately greeted me with his cheerful voice.

"Hey Jin hyung! How is my Jin hyung doing today?"

"Bad! Very Bad! Hobi, do you remember when I told you that Namjoon wasn't giving me enough attention, I'm really getting tired of it now. He used to spend so much time with me before and now I barely see him outside of school. He visits me like once in two weeks, and even at lunch and stuff he always seems distracted and doesn't listen to anything I say properly." I vented.

"Hyung, if you're not happy with how your partner is treating you, you need to talk to him. Clearly. Make your point with utmost seriousness so he knows that he needs to fix it. He won't know anything if you don't tell him." Hoseok advised. He is a very wise boy.

"You're right, Hobi-ah" I sighed.

"Glad to be helpful hyung, gotta go now though. Yoongi hyung might actually kill me if I don't call him now. Love you, byeeeeeeeeee." Hobi quickly hung up.

Sigh.

I guess Hoseok is busy today too. Now what on earth should I do to kill time? Whilst I was still in my thoughts, trying to figure out what I should do, I got a text from Mark.

Markie: Hey Hyung, a new cafe opened near my house :) Do you wanna go check it out together?

Me: Absolutely. I'll leave in 5 minutes, see you in half an hour 👍

Straight after texting Mark, I put my phone in my pocket, grabbed my bus pass and made my way downstairs.

"Chimchim, Taehyungie, I'm going out with Mark." I told.

Taehyung gasped dramatically and Jimin held his hand to his chest.

"You can't hyung! You're already going out with Namjoon." Jimin spoke.

"And Mark is going out with Jackson." Taehyung told.

What the hell is wrong with these two.

"Yah! I'm not going out with him like that, I'm gonna step out to hang out with him, Jesus Christ." I hit both Jimin and Taehyung lightly on the head as they both let out a few Ah's, and made my way out.

After getting off the bus, I walked my way to Mark's house, which is actually a lil far from mine. Mark was stood outside his house waiting for me, and as soon as he saw me he waved and jogged over, wrapping me up in a hug.
We laughed and made small talk as we walked to the cafe.

"Ah we're finally here." I said as we entered the cafe. The owners had done a good job, the atmosphere inside the cafe was very cozy and comfortable. It made me feel happy.

"Ah it's so nice in here." Mark sighed happily and I couldn't agree more. Smiling, we took our seats in the corner, away from everyone else, because I don't really want people to see how much I eat. I'm insecure about my eating habits.

We placed our orders and chatted whilst we waited.

"Hyung do you like my locket? Jackson got it for me, he has the other half." Mark beamed.

I was happy for me friend as he told me about how great Jackson has been. Jackson had been covering his shifts from time to time, picking him from class all the time, and even visiting his sister and taking care of her. I was really happy for Mark, he really deserved happiness after all he's been through but I couldn't help but feel uneasy about Namjoon. I just feel like he avoids me a lot these days, and he never really tells me what he's up to and always ends the conversation when I ask. I'm worried for him, for us.

Mark seemed to notice the frown on my face and immediately stopped and asked. "Hyung what's up? Somethings wrong isn't it?"

I sighed and nodded.
"It's Namjoon Mark. He tells me he loves me and sends me goodnight and good morning texts, but there's nothing more to it than that. His actions don't reflect his words and it's starting to make feel really insecure. He never stays with me at lunch or walk me home like he used to. He cancels plans without explanations and he's just being so secretive with his life. All this week I've not seen him outside of lesson time and the longest we've talked on the phone is literally two minutes. He's changed Mark. Even today he cancelled on me without giving and explanation. All he said was he has some legal stuff he needs to sort out. I'm starting to feel unwanted and unloved." I finally let out all the thoughts that were bothering me and looked at Mark. He looked extremely surprised.

"Hyung, did you say Namjoon cancelled because he had some legal stuff to sort out?" Mark questioned.

I thought it was weird for him to ask me to repeat that but I nodded.

"Hyung he lied to you. Jackson called me last night and told me that he's gonna spend the day hanging out with Namjoon hyung. He even sent me a selfie with him just a while ago. Look."

Mark gave me his phone and I took it with shaky hands. It was true. Namjoon was sat in his home with Jackson who had an arm around my boyfriend. Tears started to well up in my eyes but I refused to let them fall and blinked rapidly. What else has he been lying to me about?

Hello my lovely people. Update for you beauties coz it's my birthday :)