You're Mine. Namjin

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Jin's POV

I woke up feeling someone's breath fanning my face. My face! Realisation hit me and my eyes shot open only to see Namjoon's face not even an inch away from mine. Good thing I didn't jerk up or anything because if I did we would've accidentally kissed and I seriously don't need another issue concerning Namjoon right now. But... what would happen if we did end up kissing? What would happen if it wasn't an accident? I feel a blush make its way to my cheeks, slapping me back to reality.

What the hell was I thinking? I did not just blush. No, not at all! I'm just feeling really hot because Namjoon is practically suffocating me in his hold. I found my cheeks getting hot again. What is wrong with me? Ugh, I'm just sick, nothing else, and I need to get out of bed before I die of heat exhaustion or suffocation.

I started to struggle against Namjoon in my weak attempt of getting out of bed without waking him but he only held me tighter, if that was even possible. I could now feel his nose on my cheek. Nice going smart guy.

Namjoon looks really comfortable and I really don't wanna wake him but if I don't we'll be late for school and so, with a heavy heart, I softly called his name. "Namjoon." He didn't even budge. "Namjoon, wake up. We're gonna be late for school." He still didn't move. I tried wiggling out of his grip but he was holding me so tight and close I could barely breathe, let alone move. Running out of options I did what I do best. I screamed.

"Aaghhhh" he immediately shot up. "Jin? What happened? I'll protect you. Babyboy?" He blurted sitting up half asleep and punching the air. I found it adorable, and even though the babyboy bit was a bit odd I decided to let it slide. When he heard my loud embarrassing laughter he turned his head towards me whilst rubbing his eyes. "Jin?"
"Sorry Namjoon, I-" I tried to talk but got cut off by my own laughter. After five minutes of laughing and Namjoon looking at me blankly, I finally calmed down.

"Sorry Namjoon. I was trying to get out of bed to prepare breakfast for us but you were holding me too tight so I called you a few times, but you still didn't budge. That's why I screamed, but your reaction was just too funny. I'm sorry." I ended. He just looked at me before breaking into a sweet smile which made his two dimples, that I have come to love, appear.

"Alright then I'm gonna go make breakfast. You can take a shower and change into some clothes for school today and then meet me downstairs okay?" I asked and he just nodded lazily. "Kim Namjoon, you better not go back to sleep or else I won't hesitate to use my spatula on you." I warned to which he gave me a fake salute. "Yes sir!" I laughed and left the room to go to my favourite place in the entire world- the kitchen.

I started cooking breakfast for me and Namjoon but I had to rush it because I didn't want us to be late. I know Tae and Jimin would go to school with Hobi but I'm worried about us getting late. I can't believe how worried Namjoon was for me, though. A week ago, I myself would have laughed at the thought but now I know he's not bad at all. He's a little strange in the way he views things but that's not his fault. He's had shitty parents and a shitty domestic life. What could you expect from him? He's been alone for so long but I'm not gonna let that continue. I'll take care of Joonie... wait. Joonie?

Where did I get that from? Oh my god! I called him Joonie yesterday, he probably thinks I'm pathetic now. Ugh! Why can't I do one thing right? To make things worse Namjoon walked into the kitchen right in the middle of my mental breakdown. I felt my face pale and my confidence drop. "You okay Jinnie? You look a bit sick." Jinnie? Where is all of this coming from? "I told you not to worry so much, I knew you'd make yourself sick. Now go and lay down before you get worse. I'm gonna go find some medicine for you and call up school to tell them that we can't attend again." He looks so serious I have to re evaluate the entire situation. Did he not just call me Jinnie to humiliate me from my slip up.

"Umm Namjoon?" "Oh God Jinnie are you feeling too bad? You know what scrap everything. I'm just taking you to the hospital." He lifted me into his arms and started carrying me outside. Shit. "Namjoon stop." He didn't stop or even slow down. "Namjoon put me down." He still didn't stop. "Joonie please put me down I'm fine, really." He froze in his spot and looked right into my eyes.

Fear started to evade my body. Stupid! So stupid! I should've known he was calling me Jinnie to insult me. "What did you call me?" He asked. "I'm s-sorry Namjoon I won't say it a-" I stuttered in embarrassment.
"Jin I said what did you call me?" He asked more sternly. He looked scary again, his lips pressed into a thin line and his eyes dark and cold. "J-Joonie" I replied almost inaudible, choking back a sob.

This is it. All over the school everyone will be talking about how pathetic I am. I expected Namjoon to drop me to the floor and laugh at me but he did something I totally didn't expect. He pulled me close and hugged me. "But Jinnie if you don't go to the hospital how will you get better?" I was so shocked. Did he mean to call me that? He doesn't find me pathetic? "Jinnie?" He asked again breaking me away from my thoughts.

"Umm yes, I-I mean no I'm n-not sick." I stammered with a weak smile. Idiot, don't stutter. Great, now he'll think I'm weird. "Are you sure Jin?" He asked, concerned. "I'm fine, really." I replied, this time with more confidence and a firmer smile. He smiled back and put me down. "Well then we better eat quickly and leave. I can't be late." I said trying to get myself out of the situation. He just hummed and followed me to the table.

After we ate I literally ran out the house ready to half die - half run to school embarrassing myself yet again by completely forgetting that Namjoon had come over in his car. Wow. I think I should change my middle name to embarrassment already. This morning just couldn't get any better. I sighed and looked out of the Namjoon's car window, wanting the car ride and the awkwardness to be over with quickly. We actually managed to get to school early but just as we walked through the gate a voice I recognised too well called out my name. "Jin hyung!"

I'm so sorry for the extremely late update. I've been a bit sick and had loads of exams as well. 😔 Forgive me please