You're Mine. Namjin

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Namjoon's POV

What just happened? I was currently sat on my bed still naked, trying to take in everything that had happened. I was so shocked. Okay so Jin saw me naked.
How am I supposed to feel? I've fantasised about Jin stripping me naked but not like this.

How did he feel about it. Is he disgusted? Does he think I'm ugly? He surely wasn't impressed, more like horrified. Should I work out more? Is my dick too small. What the fuck am i even thinking?

I decided to put on some clothes and go get Jin if he's not already ran away and moved to another country. We still have to eat breakfast and I have to do something to get rid of the awkwardness. I just have to. This is probably the worst start I could have had with Jin. Why doesn't anything just go my way? I have to make this all okay, for me and Jin. Trust me Jin, I will fix this. (Lol, god of destruction saying that)

After throwing on some random shit I practically forced myself out of my room. God please give me strength. I took hesitant steps down the hallway and slowly opened the door to the guest room only to find Jin sat there frozen, exactly how I left him. This is gonna be harder than I thought. Just act casual Namjoon, you got this.

"Umm, Jin-"
"I'm sorry" he interrupted and abruptly got off the floor rushing towards me. He held my hand in desperation.
"I'm so sorry Namjoon. I didn't mean to, I swear. You probably hate me now and don't want me to be your friend, but I really didn't mean to. Oh gosh, I can't believe I did that. I'm so so sorry." Jin rambled before he began sobbing. Oh no! I don't got this! I don't got this! Abort mission! Retreat! Retreat!

"Umm Jin, it's okay." I said weekly. How do I do this? He stopped crying for a second and looked up at me through his wet lashes. Oh god.
"Umm, I mean, we all come across embarrassing situations. I know it was an accident. It's okay, really. And don't even dare think I wouldn't want a friend like you because of a small accident like this. That would be the most stupid thing I could do." I gave him the best smile I could pull off.

"R-really?" He stuttered. He's so cute, I can't. "Yes Jin, now come on, we still have to eat breakfast." I said to him and he sniffled slightly whilst following me to the dining room. He gasped when he saw all the food on the table. I held his hand and lead him to a chair and plopped down next to him. "What do you want Jinnie?" He looked surprised at the name I gave him but didn't object. "I'll just have the pancakes if that's okay." He said in a small voice. He's not comfortable. "Of course." I said and started to make his plate. After handing him his plate we started eating in awkward silence. This is not good. How do I make this better?

Suddenly Jin gasped and looked at me terrified. "Namjoon, my family. They're probably worried sick, they don't know I'm here. And we're supposed to be at school. Oh God, I'm so dead. Hoseok is gonna kill me and I was supposed to show Mark around. My phone! Where's my phone?" He rambled whilst standing up to go find his phone I guess, but I caught his arm.

"Don't worry Jin, I texted Taehyung from your phone yesterday to tell him that you were staying at a friends place. And I called school this morning to let them know that you'll be off today coz you're sick. They'll give all your work to Hoseok." I explained, hiding the fact that my blood was boiling because Jin was thinking about other guys whilst eating with me. He relaxed a little. "Come on you should finish breakfast." But as soon as I turned around to sit back down I tripped over the leg of my pulled out chair and fell face first on the floor.

With that I heard loud laughter erupt. Jin was laughing. Let me just say that this is the most angelic sight ever. His windscreen wiper laugh sounded like heavenly hymns to me. I completely forgot about the pain in my leg. Well done Namjoon, you made him laugh. When he noticed me staring he tried to hold back from laughing.

"I'm so sorry Namjoon. Let me help you up." He gave me his hand that i took. And he burst out laughing again. "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't laugh but it was so funny. One second you were just talking and the next, you were on the floor. Oh my God it was just-" He got cut off by his own laughter and I found myself laughing with him. He was laughing so hard that tears were coming out of his eyes. All the awkwardness, long gone.

After eating breakfast Jin wanted to go home but I really wanted to keep talking to him. I loved looking at him, knowing that I'm in his presence. The way he brushes his hair out of his face, the way his eyes go big when he's shocked and the way he pouts. I can't even explain how bad I want to kiss him when he pouts.

I somehow managed to get him to stay with me for a little bit longer. We decided to just watch a film and so we both went up to my room to switch on my TV and watch a train to Busan. I told Jin I hadn't watched it and had no idea what it was about which was a lie. I purposely picked that film because I knew it was a horror film. I know Jin hates horror films but will be too embarrassed and stubborn to admit it so I'll get to hold him every time he gets scared. The thought made my stomach bubble with excitement.

I guess today is my lucky day. All throughout the film, Jin kept jumping and every time he would tell me he was okay. About ten minutes into the film he was so scared, he was on the verge of tears. And that's when I held him in my arms. He tried to politely deny it but like I would let him. I knew he wanted me to hold him anyway. He was shaking throughout the film and fell asleep after the first half an hour, which only made my job easier since I wasn't watching the films at all to begin with. I was watching him. My Jin. I love you baby. With that I fell asleep
besides my Jin for the second time.