After losing almost everything, Jin still managed to appreciate the small things in life and find happiness, perhaps because he still had the one thing that really mattered- his family.
Despite, seemingly having everything, Namjoon could never find...
I watched in awe as I saw Jin sleeping on the passenger seat. His mouth was slightly open, and his face was slightly red. He full on told me that I can't drive because of my head, and that he would drive instead. But I'm glad I managed to talk him out of that because he fell asleep about two minutes into the car ride.
My plan for tonight is to make Jin stay over. I'm not actually going to go to my house, instead I'll be going over to a farm house of mine, which is quite far from here. Today is Friday anyway, so Jin will be able to spend the weekend with me. My weekend won't be lonely for once.
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After driving for about 4 hours, we finally reached. I'm glad that Jin didn't wake up in the middle because it would be extremely hard to get him to come here with me if he realised we weren't going to my house. I quietly stepped out of the car and carried Jin inside, careful not to wake him. I'd planned a date for Jin and I tonight, and I know he's just gonna see it as some damn expensive friendly dinner, but for me it's a date. I had told my butler to prepare for tonight, and I was pleased to see that everything had been set exactly how I asked and the house was left alone for just me and Jin. I gently laid Jin down on a bed, and he shifted before hugging the pillow.
As much as I wanted to just get in bed and cuddle with him, I'll have to do that later, because for now I have to get changed and prepare. After a quick warm shower I quickly dried my hair and changed into the suit I had my butler bring over for me. Okay, I looked presentable, now the dinner. The table was already laid and the house was decorated just how I asked. I really hope Jin likes this because I spent a lot of time planning this. I tried my best to make sure that tonight makes him feel special, like the prince that he is. Hopefully, this will make up for all the times I made him feel worthless in the past.
I'm actually so nervous, my hands are sweaty and inside I'm having a nervous breakdown, but over the years I've gotten good at hiding how I actually feel. Every time when my dad would beat me, I had to pretend that it didn't hurt. Every time I did something I knew he wouldn't like, I had to pretend that I wasn't scared. And every time I felt alone and vulnerable, I had to pretend that I wasn't weak. So I know I'll be able to get through without Jin noticing a thing, but still, I feel like Jin should be the person I open up to completely. The one that knows me inside out, the one who can read me like a book. The one I love.
I know it's time to wake Jin up so the food doesn't go cold. I want everything to be perfect. I walked to the room where I had laid Jin, preparing myself for his reaction, I know he's gonna freak. I swiftly sat at the side of the bed to see him clinging to the pillow, looking unbelievably cute. A part of me wanted to forget everything and just get in bed with him and cuddle, but a bigger and more selfish part of me wanted him to get up and spend the evening like I had planned for us both. "Jin, wake up." No response. "Jinnie wake up, come on let's have dinner." This time he stirred a little before whining, " I'm sleepy Joonie, just sleep with me." Ohmygodohmygodohmygod
My breath was stuck in my throat as Jin grabbed onto my arm and slept soundly. He doesn't even know what he said, but ohmygodohmygodohmygod. Okay I'll stop. This time I placed my free hand on his shoulder ready to shake him till he wakes. "JIN WAKE UP, THERES A SPIDER ON YOUR FACE." He quickly jerked up, slapping his own face. So adorable. "WHERE? WHERE?" I burst into laughter whilst holding his hands so he'd stop slapping himself. "Relax Jin there's nothing there. You wouldn't wake up so I used it as an excuse to wake you. He looked at me blankly before I saw the colour return to his face.
Once he'd recovered from his trauma, he smacked my arm. "Why would you do that you evil person? Do you know how scared I was. You're not supposed to give people heart attacks to get them to wake up." He glared at me with a pout, and I just chuckled. "Meanie." He huffed and just glared at me more. "Okay okay, sorry." I apologised and smiled him, showing off my dimples that only appear for him. He glared at me for another second before breaking into a smile himself.
His smile is so beautiful. His cheeks puff out when he smiles and his eyes turn into crescents. So innocent and pretty. He yawned widely, before realising that I was looking at him, and covering his mouth hastily, embarrassed. I love how his ears get red. "Umm sorry." He said sheepishly. I just smiled and said, "it's okay Jin, we've all yawned at least once right?" He smiled up at me again. His smile does things to me. Seriously, his smile makes me want to take him in my arms and kiss his pink, plump lips until they're red and swollen. His smile makes me want to climb on top of him and take away his innocence, but I can't even look at him without him freaking out. I hate how helpless I am, I feel almost handicapped. I know I just have to wait, like I am right now, waiting for Jin to get over his sleeping daze. He just smiled lazily and looked straight ahead of him, too dazed out to notice the way I was staring at him, but I saw his smile disappear. He turned his head to me slowly, his eyes wide in fear. "Joonie where are we? This isn't your house."
Here we go.
Hey guys, Double update because I feel insfired. I've been getting more comments and support and it made me wanna write more. So thanks a lot for all your support. It really made me happy. 🤗 This chapter links with the next one so if there are things in this chapter that you don't understand, hopefully it will all fall into place with the next one. I'll try my best to update tomorrow. Once again, thanks so much.
