You're Mine. Namjin

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Hi guys, finally I updated, hehe. I missed you guys, and sorry to keep you waiting, but hopefully this long ass chapter makes up for it. This is officially now the longest chapter I've ever wrote.

I'm finally satisfied with how it's turned out, this chapter is really important in the story, you will probably realise as you read it. 

Also, this chapter is a quite violent and bloody, and just overall very sad, so don't read if you're having a bad day <3

Mark's POV

I always found myself as the type of person who was really in control of his emotions. My life had always been difficult, I only ever faced challenges and problems, so naturally, I became prepared to take on anything thrown my way. I had built myself to be strong, to survive in this harsh world. 

But, when I met Jackson, everything changed. 

He was like a ray of light in my dark, demanding life. 

He slowly went from being a part of my world, to being my whole world. His smile could pull me out of my biggest sorrow, and his touch could make me forget my biggest hardship. 

Before I even knew it, I had fallen for him. 

And that was the biggest mistake of my life. 

I fell so quick and so hard, that I left myself vulnerable to all pain and harm. I let myself indulge in the feeling of joy, and now that its gone, my heart is left broken and empty. 

I had lived such a difficult life I should be used to pain by now, so then why couldn't I stop my tears. I violently rubbed my eyes and tried to take deep breaths to stop crying but it didn't work. I hated feeling like this, not being able to control my emotions. 

The hot chocolate that Jin hyung made me didn't help, and just one bite out of the doughnut he brought, made me feel sick. 

I had spent the whole night tossing and turning, silently crying, praying that Taehyung wouldn't notice from his bed across the room. 

Jin hyung basically forced me to sleep in Jimin and Taehyung's room because he didn't want me to be alone. He was scared that I'd do something stupid. Jimin and Jungkook had to sleep in the spare bedroom because of me. 

But what was the point, I didn't even get to sleep at all. It was only when the sunlight started trickling through the blinds, I realised that my tired, sore eyes didn't get a wink of sleep. 

I felt Taehyung waking up, so I pulled my blanket over my head. I didn't want to speak to anyone right now. 

"Hyung?" Taehyung called me in a quiet voice, checking to see if I was awake. I heard his footsteps moving away from me and towards the door after I didn't respond. 

I guess I should get up now too, if Taehyung woke up then Jin hyung probably already got up a while ago. Soon, everyone will be up and running about, trying to get ready for school on time, so I should do myself a favor and use the bathroom now and make myself look a little presentable. 

Slowly, I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I washed my face with cold water to knock the tiredness out and quickly brushed my teeth before making my way back to my room. 

Taehyung hadn't come back so the room was still empty. I crawled back into bed, not wanting to do anything today, but right at that moment Jin hyung came in and started undoing the blinds. 

"Breakfast in bed for my best friend," He almost sang as he sat the tray of food down next to the bedside table. 

I stayed silent under the covers, maybe he would assume that I'm asleep and just leave.