After losing almost everything, Jin still managed to appreciate the small things in life and find happiness, perhaps because he still had the one thing that really mattered- his family.
Despite, seemingly having everything, Namjoon could never find...
I've been sat outside the closed room door for as long as I can remember. I know that I need to be patient because Namjoon needs time with his mom and all that but the thing that frustrates me so much is that why did Namjoon take that kid inside the room with him instead of me. What's so special about him anyways? I'm supposed to be Namjoon's dearest, most precious friend. The person he cherishes the most. Where did this boy come in from? He looks like a coconut!
Before I could continue my silent rant to myself I heard the door open and out came a tear streaked Namjoon clinging on to the coconut, completely ignoring me. What! This is what I get after leaving the comfort of my home, literally crying a river and pissing Hoseok off. As soon as the door shut behind them Namjoon collapsed in his arms. I think I'm actually going crazy. Without thinking I got my ass off the chair and pushed the coconut out of the way and take Namjoon into my own arms. I'm the only one he needs. The coconut looked at me with wide eyes but it's not like I give a fuck.
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"Shhhhh Joonie it's okay. She's going to be okay. It's fine I'm right here." I tried to calm him but he only cried harder. "I don't want her to leave me. I don't wanna be alone anymore. Please never leave me." He wailed loudly and my heart cracked slightly seeing him like this, so vulnerable. "Never Joonie. I'll always be with you. You'll never be alone as along as I'm alive." I reassured him. I then hugged him tightly as we both cried. I could stay like this forever- Namjoon in my arms, me in Namjoon's arms but when has God ever let me be in peace.
"I'm sorry sir but you need to take Mr Kim and leave. You're too loud and disrupting other patients. I understand that he's going through a difficult time but you also have to understand sir." I looked up to find a nurse with an apologetic smile. I give her a small nod hiding how much I disliked the fact that she ruined our moment together... wait moment? Together?
What. Am. I. Saying? Oh my god my thoughts are killing me.
"I'm sorry but you need to leave sir." She told me again and I sighed deeply whilst taking Namjoon, but he wouldn't budge.
"Come on Namjoon. We have to go." I tried to tell him but he shook his head fiercely. "Please Joonie for my sake. She's going to be fine."
We were now sat in a private waiting room because Namjoon wouldn't stop crying, but what was killing me was that I was sat alone on my cold chair whilst Namjoon cuddled with someone else. Do I really not mean anything to him? I should've left with Hoseok and Yoongi.
As I got up to go call a taxi I heard the doctor come out and say, "I'm sorry, we tried everything we could but she didn't make it." And straight after that I heard a loud thud, and the sounds that left Namjoon's mouth made my bones chill.
It wasn't just Namjoon who was in hysterics, but the other boy too, I couldn't understand why, but I didn't have enough time to find out because the doctor called me out.
"Umm I'm sorry sir but we need your signature here to issue a death certificate." I gave him a confused look. I wasn't related to that woman. The doctor seemed to understand my confusion as he quickly added, "I know you're not related to the deceased, however as you can see both of his sons are not in the condition to do any paperwork."
So this boy was Namjoon's brother
Okay so I know you all hate me but first of all I couldn't even find my book on my fucking account that's why I couldn't reply to your comments and everything. Secondly, my drafts were deleted, and I had to rewrite a lot of stuff so I lost motivation. Sorry coz this update was like so so late!
