You're Mine. Namjin

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Jin's POV

Hurt can't even begin to describe what I felt right now. That can't be my Namjoon, practically carrying the other boy in his arms. That can't be my Namjoon. He only ever did this for me. His embrace was only for me. And who is this boy? Is he so important that Namjoon left me for him without a second thought? I was so blinded by my emotions that I went and ripped Namjoon off the boy, without thinking or considering anything. A look of shock spread across Namjoon's face as his teary eyes widened.

"Jin?"

I didn't say anything in return, just pulled him into my own arms, crying much more violently now. I don't know why I did all this but I felt like I needed to hold onto Namjoon. I felt like he was the only thing stopping me from being taken away into the darkness of the night.

Namjoon was the first to break away from the hug, and the feeling of rejection came back so much stronger. He always liked to hug me. Why did he push me away? Why am I feeling like this? What right do I have over him? Why am I so jealous?

"Jin, what are you doing here? Are you okay?" Namjoon asked concerned and now he sounded more like himself, but before I could answer, he cut me off.

"Never mind. It's late so you should get back. I have to go." And just like that he grabbed the boy's arm and got into his car, driving off, leaving me for that boy for the second time today.

How did he just drive off with someone else after he saw me crying? Why is that boy so much more important than I am? And why is all of this affecting me so damn much? I wanna kill myself and destroy everything around me all at the same time. I heard Yoongi mutter something under his breath, "Namjoon's mom", but I was so lost in sympathising with myself that I payed no attention.

"Oh My God Jin, what the actual fuck is wrong with you? You've been acting so weird today. You've been angry for no reason and then crying for no reason. And you went and pushed Namjoon and then randomly hugged him. All for no bloody reason. You look possessed. You're scaring me now."

I'm this close to punching Hoseok. Of course I have a reason. And that is... Umm... Because Namjoon and I are... Really good friends?

"Jin, the boy you just saw with Namjoon came to him for his mom. His mom is really sick and as much as Namjoon hates her she's still his mom. She is either already dead or about to die if Namjoon left like that." For some reason Yoongi seems to understand my feelings even though I myself don't. But that still doesn't explain why Namjoon had to hug him. It also doesn't explain why I'm so mad. "I'm going to the hospital, you guys can come with me. I'm sure Namjoon could really use a few friends." Yoongi offered whilst smiling at me. I nodded meekly and once again we were in Hoseok's car.

Yoongi's POV

Namjoon I don't think your love is one sided. Jin was burning in jealousy right now, it was quite amusing to watch really but I prefer keeping my eyes on Hoseok who was pissed off. It's the first time I've seen him like this and it's fucking adorable! I understand that he'd rather be in bed right now but instead he was being dragged along by Jin everywhere because it's his mom's car we're using. Poor Hobi. I feel kinda bad for him but not really because I can spend more time with him like this.

I decided to keep Jungkook's identity a secret so that Jin remains jealous. Maybe he'll realise his feelings and put Namjoon out of his misery. If he found out who Jungkook really was he'd stop feeling jealous and start feeling stupid. Which is fair but it won't help Namjoon.

"Yoongi?"

"Hmm?"

"Are we there yet?"

"For the 100th time Jin, we're not there. I'm sure you'll be able to see the hospital when we reach."

He swallowed hard and turned to face the window. He's been asking me that question every two minutes ever since we got into the car.

After we reached Jin tried to take off his seatbelt so quickly that he ended up getting tangled in it.

"Seriously Jin! How do I deal with you?" My sunshine huffed and the sight of his puffed out lips made me almost lose my shit.

"I didn't mean to, just help me out of here." Jin whined, and once he was free he ran like there was no tomorrow. Hoseok and I had trouble keeping up with him and I also learnt something really important about Jin today. He's fucking stubborn.

"Jin slow the fuck down. This is a fucking hospital." I pleaded but he completely ignored me.

"Look there's Joonie. Joonie, I'm here for you." Yeah great! Just casually pretend that your best friend and the guy that drove you here don't exist. And also... Joonie?

Namjoon turned around and was more than shocked to see us.

"Jin? I told you to go home. Why are you here?"

"I know but I couldn't go home when there's something wrong with you. Yoongi told me about your mom." Jin said, his voice trailing off at the end. Namjoon's eyes widen but he didn't look angry. After a moment of silence he spoke again.

"Okay, then why is Hoseok here?" What! How dare he say that about my future husband. Excuse you, but it's his car that we all got here in. Before I could jump to Hoseok's defense, he spoke up himself.

"That's exactly what I've been asking myself. Why am I here?" Hoseok complained but quickly stopped when Jin -not so sneakily- stepped on his foot.

"Joonie are you okay?" Jin asked whilst holding onto his arm. Wow. I didn't know Jin was this brave. Namjoon let out a heavy sigh, "I don't know how to feel. She abandoned me and ruined my life but seeing her like this-"

"Hyung come on she's waiting for you." Jungkook interrupted Namjoon before taking his arm from Jin as they disappeared into the room we all stood outside of and Jin looked like he was going to cry.

Again.

"Come on Jin. Let's go home. Namjoon has his priorities sorted and maybe you should do that too." Hoseok remarked. I expected Jin to give up and come with us so I could drop them back home but instead he surprised me by stubbornly staying put.

"I'm not going. Namjoon is my priority right now. He needs me."

"For gods sake Jin stop this. He doesn't need you. He has the person he needs with him. Now let's go." Hoseok demanded.

"You go. I'm staying here." Jin resisted.

"Hobi lets just go I don't think Jin will come with us." I said, defeated, to which Hoseok stomped ahead outside. I was about to leave too when I heard Jin mutter something under his breath, very quietly but I heard him anyway.

"I'm staying until I find out what's so special about that boy."

Definitely not one sided.

Hey guys. Happy Namjune, aka pride month. You're all beautiful no matter what. I love you all. And by the way I'm sorry because I don't think this chapter was that good.