My Life

Chapter 32

Demi POV  a week later

I was getting wedding stuff done. Dallas didnt wake up and I was having false hope. Every time i had a breakdown joe always knew what to do. I felt bad for him but I couldnt help it. Right now we were cake testing and so far we loved every one of them. I stopped eating when my phone rang,  it was my mom. My heart dropped in my stomach every time she called.

"H-hello" I stutter holding my tears.

"They are going to take her off of life support we wanted you to be able to say goodbye" my mom said sniffling and then crying. I started crying and said ok before hanging up. I felt joe's hand on my back rubbing is circles.

"They are taking her off of life support we need to go" I said trying to gather my stuff while my eyes were blurred from tears.

"Hey go sit in the car I got everything" joe said kissing my head giving me the keys.

I sluggishly walked to the car thinking of everything between dallas and me. There was alot. I stopped when I saw a familiar face.

"Dallas?" I wiped my eyes going to the face.

"Did you think you could get rid of me that easily?" She smiled poking me

"How?" I asked confused

"Demi I dont have much time. Look im proud of you and abby, joe is going to take great care of you both. Im sorry I cant be there physically  for the wedding but I will be standing right next to you. I love you baby sis" dallas kissed my forehead. I couldnt speak my body was numb.

"Lets get you in the car" she lead me to my car as I sat down in the front seat.

"Take care of yourself and dont forget mom, dad, and maddie but most importantly dont forget about me thats my biggest fear" she said hugging me slowly fading

"Dallas! Dallas! Don't leave me!" I said looking around frantically. I knew she was gone I felt like a part of me had just been torn off and im just left jumb. Joe gets in the car with abby and drives off while I stay silent not believing I just saw dallas.

I ran into the hospital going straight to her room where everyone was surrounded. I drop to my knees next to her. I took her hand in mine.

"Please dont leave me, dallas wake up you just have too, god please let her live I wont ask for anything in return just please, she's not even married yet she hasnt lived yet,  dont be mad at her please let her be here please" I hysterically cried bargaining with god. Soon my dad lifted me up hugging me. I hid my face in his chest as the doctors did what they needed.

"Wait" one of the doctors said

"Theres a heart beat" he said checking her heart. I saw the heart monitor coming alive with every heart beat she took. I looked at her face waiting for her to wake up I stared and stared when she did open her eyes I jumped back getting scared.

"I guess we should have waited longer can you guys go in the hall so we can check her up" the doctor told us and joe dragged me away.

"Oh my god she's alive her eyes they opened infront me oh my god" I covered my mouth and started crying while joe hugged me and rubbed my back. We waited a few minutes before we were allowed back in

"Hey doofus you scared us" I said smiling trying not to cry.

"Wait hold on im trying to remember your face looks so familiar" dallas looked confused and so did we.

"She has acute amnesia she will remember really soon you guys are lucky some people cant remember anything. She will be dismissed tomorrow we just want to check on her to make sure everything is alright."the doctor smiled and nodded before heading out.

We sat there talking and reminding her until visiting hours were over. We all went home to get some proper rest.  I sat on my bed trying to process all that has happened today.

"Abby is taking her nap, get changed" joe said and I nodded getting something comfortable to wear.

"What do you want for lunch?" Joe asked putting on his shirt.

"You" I smirked happily. Joe came up to me and raised his eyebrows

"Really now" joe said wrapping his arms around my waist while I wrapped mine around his neck. I nodded smiling. He kisseed me and I pulled away after a few seconds. I rested my head on his chest and sighed.

"Thats the first time I've seen you smile genuinely in days" joe said kissing my head and looking up at him I kissed him again. Joe led us to the bed. We never disconnected our lips. Joes hand traveled up my shirt. He pulled away

"Seriously what do you want to eat" he asked moving my hair away from my face.

"Um I don't know tuna sandwiches?" I said not really knowing

"Fine with me" he kissed me again before getting up and extending his hand for me to take. We walked into the kitchen and just as we did the bell rang. Joe went to get it while I took all the stuff out. I heard alot of loud noises and shushing, I walked out and smiled instantly.

"Oh my god guys im so happy to see you" I said they all turned their attention towards me and started hugging me.

"Ok thats enough" joe said pushing them away. I grabbed joes hand and intertwined our fingers as I rubbed my thumb in circles. I do that everytime it just shows them affection.

"So how is everything" Denise asks

"Everything's good dallas woke up today so thats exciting" I said extremely happy

"Thats wonderful honey, so how is the wedding planning going?" She asked sitting next to me on the couch while they guys conversed.

"They are going good now I can really focus im excited im done with almost everything just one thing left" I said playing with the ring on my finger.

"Whats that? Maybe I can help?" She asked and I nodded

"Um im going for the dress fitting to see if it fits a day before the wedding and if it doesnt fit I have to wait till I get married because you know they take forever to tailor it" I said embarrassed

"There's nothing to be embarrassed about joe loves you and your beautiful who wouldnt wanna marry you. The dress will fit you're not that pregnant yet you have a small bump.  Its ok." She said pushing my hair behind my shoulder. I smiled and nodded. I was sighing when i felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen, i tried to ignore it but it got unbearable

"I need to go to the hospital it hurts" i said trying to subside the pain but it wouldnt work. I was crying by now. Denise called joe as she kept telling me things. Before i knew it i was on a hospital getting an ultrasound. The nurse looked at me with sorrow in her eyes and left i was so confused what was wrong? She came back with a doctor as they looked at the screen.

"Im sorry to infrom you Ms. Lovato but you have a miscarriage" the doctor gave me a sympathy smile.

"No what? How?" Joe asked holding my hand.

"It could have been stress, too much pressure or she could have been really depressed." The doctor said and i was just thinking. God took the baby from me because i told him to keep Dallas. I tried to reason with myself saying its ok god needed to keep a balance but no mother will not grieve over her dead baby. I automatically started crying. I wasnt mad because i knew the reason. I was just sad that a baby was killed and it was my baby. My baby that i never got to name or hold. My baby who wont grow. My baby my sweet little baby gone in a matter of seconds. You will be missed angel. Everything else was a blur i dont even know how we got home.