Kylo Ren (1)

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I was thrown against the wall by an unseen force as tears streamed down my face from the pain of the blow.

My lightsaber had flown out of my hand. I used my force and it jolted back into my hands. I then turned it on and put it in front of me just in time.

A red lightsaber came down on me almost colliding with my skin. The red and blue sparks flew around me.

I couldn't make out a face but I could tell who it was just by seeing the type of red lightsaber.

Kylo Ren

At that moment I pushed him away then rose up to my feet. I held up my blue lightsaber and got into a fighting stance. At that moment I realized the fact that Kylo was in shock by what I had done with the force.

He then got up and as he came running towards me I woke up. I was panting in a pool of my own sweat.

3rd time this month I had a dream with Kylo in it fighting me. I still hadn't told anyone about it, I was too scared to. I knew they would immediately think I'm crazy because I hadn't told them everything yet.

Before they found me on a lonely desolate planet I was a young Jedi in training. I was feared by everyone except Ben. He was the only person there to talk to me, even Luke was scared to teach me anything.

So that's what Ben did. After a day of training with his uncle, he would come to me and teach me some tricks. Things that he was being told to fix and he didn't know how to, I would help him and tell him what he was doing wrong.

He seemed so nice when he was around me, we would laugh and talk for hours until that fateful night.

"y/n you need to leave,"

"Wait, what, why?"

"Something terrible is going to happen tonight and I don't want you to be here when it does,"

"Ben, what's going to happen?"

"Just leave,"

"Ben,"

"Please just leave,"

After those words, I cupped his face and crashed my lips with his.

Later on, I've realized that I was the only thing keeping him from going dark. I should have never left him that day. No one, of course, knew about it. They couldn't know about it.

I got up out of bed checking the time, it was 3 am in the morning. I decided to just stay up since it was so close to the beginning of the day.

After I got changed I heard a loud bang, I looked at the clock and it was 5 am. I ran outside with my lightsaber in my boot.

They were here.

Everyone was outside running around me trying to save as many things that they could. I watched Han and Leia get on a ship.

Before Leia got on the ship we made eye contact, almost as she knew exactly what I was going to do she quickly shook her head. She was trying to warn me not to fight but she didn't know that I had a trick up my sleeve.

I stood in front of the ship as Kylo Ren slowly walked off of it. I put my hand behind raising my saber to my hand. I could feel the shocked stares of everyone around me, from Kylo who hadn't seen me for years, to the men and women behind me who never knew I had a lightsaber or that I could use the force.

When Kylo just stood a few feet in front of me he pulled out his lightsaber and turned it on.

"You won't win," he said in a robotic voice.

A chill flew down my spine, I knew it wasn't the Ben that I use to know.

I turned on my lightsaber and held it out in front of me. I really didn't want to fight him, he was so different. While I was standing there waiting for him to make his first move I started to feel his aura. I could feel his fight between the light and the dark, there was still light inside of trying to pull him over and I knew if I fought him that light would diminish.

"I'm sorry," I said.

I put my saber back in my boot and teleported myself on a ship. I found myself in the very back of the ship where no one was.

Y/n Y/l/n please report to General Leia immediately

I let out a heavy sigh I knew what this was going to be, an hour of being yelled at for trying to fight her son. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll be yelled at for not getting on the plane with her.

When I got to her office I was met by her sitting in the middle of her desk doing paperwork.

"Sit," she said angrily. I sat down and after a few minutes of silence, she finally spoke to me.

"What were you thinking?" she asked me setting down the pen in her hands.

"A lot," I told her.

"Why did you stay there and try to fight?" she asked me getting even angrier.

"Because I knew if something went wrong I would be able to get out," I told her sitting straight up.

"You know no one can fight against Ben, we are supposed to bringing him to the light not pushing him to the dark," she said standing up yelling at me.

"Well some of us blame ourselves for the place he's in right now," I yelled back at her.

"Why would you feel guilty about him you never even knew him," she hissed at me.

"Well I did, I was there at the Jedi academy learning everything with him, we were friends, hell we were more than friends. We were both outcasts. Everyone was scared of us, no one wanted to be near us. You have no clue what that's like, so don't tell me that I never knew who Ben was." I yelled before storming out of the room.

I teleported myself to my old home before anyone had found me. I went to my old home and crawled into the corner in a ball on the floor. I cried as hard as I had in the past few years. I couldn't lie anymore, I blamed myself for everything that was happening in the galaxy because I knew I had the power to stop it all.

As I sat there crying I felt a hand on my shoulder. An immediate chill ran through my spine, at that moment I knew who it was.

I didn't even lift up my head because I didn't want to see him. As I sat there I heard him take his mask off.

"I've always hated seeing you in so much pain. You never really been able to escape it." He told me as I rolled my eyes.

"Leave me alone," I gritted through my teeth.

"Y/n, I never meant to hurt you," he told me.

"If you cared about me you wouldn't have gone to the dark side," I said as I got up and started to leave.

"I didn't want you to get hurt," he said grabbing my arm and stopping me in the doorway.

"Well I guess you're too late then," I said yanking my arm away from him then walking out.

As I walked away I heard him following close behind me.

"Y/n, you're the only thing that is keeping me from being the Sith Leader they want me to be and Snoke wants me to kill you," he told me which stopped me right in my tracks.

"Well then go ahead," I said holding out my arms and closing my eyes.

I heard him walk up to me and stop right in front of me. Then in just a matter of a few seconds his lips crashed with mine. I cupped his face with my hands.

"I don't want to," he whispered after pulling away.

"I want your help to kill Snoke," he said.

"It's the only way I can be with you," he told me.

"Will you help?" He asked.

"Fine," I said.

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