Aprils thoughts as a chapter

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I walked slowly listening to music through my headphones. I pictured Grayson looking at Reina and wishing to be with her.

   They probably would date they are in the same statice and people already make rumors.

   I walked passed the park and saw a couple on the bench.

    It was Grayson and some girl whose name was Diana  He had his arm around her shoulder and he kissed her lips. It hurt but it helped me accept the truth... He deepened the kiss so I looked away.

    I sighed and kept walking I didn't want to pass them so I turned around and took the long way home. I turned around one last time and his eyes met mine. I quickly looked down and walked faster.

    I slammed the door and sat on the kitchen table.
 
    I hid my face in my hands and dropped my arms to the table. In one day he was involved with 3 girls I definitely didn't stand a change. All those looks he gives me all the time we talk through our eyes isn't our thing he does it with anyone and that makes me feel worse I though  I was the only wrong what do I expect from him.

    " What's wrong?" Chuckled my mom.

    " I'm just tired and stressed..."

    " And that's why you're pulling out your hair," she said sarcastically.

    My hands gripped my hair tightly. I could go to the park or the coffee shop...

   Wait no one said I couldn't go..

   Should I go and try my best to feel better about myself??

    Next thing I knew I was out the door again.

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