Crush

Feeling

    "Are you done?" I asked. He nodded so I threw away our little paper bowls.

    He stood up and stretched his arms above his head. It exposed part of his abdomen which surprisingly was covered in 6 perfect abs.

   I felt myself blush," So what do you want to do now?" I asked.

    " I mean it's getting late so do you want me to take you home now?"

    " You are taking me home?" I asked putting my hand on my hip.

   " Yes but do you want to go now?"

   " Um... Can we go to the park?" I suggested.

   A smiled grew on his face,"Sure let's go."

   We walked on a little path under huge trees. The sun was now setting and the sky had an orange tinge.

    "The sky looks nice," I commented.

    " Yeah it is."

    We kept walking and he closed the gap between us by wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I felt my heart beat increase by a lot. My palms grew sweaty. His weight made it harder for me to walk. He took notice and lifted off some weight.

    " Sorry." He whispered. I responded with a smile. His pupils grew larger when I looked into them. From being closer I was able to see how soft those lips were. I couldn't even remember the time I kissed him it happened to quickly. And it was so meaningless. I noticed he looked down at my lips.

   A small strike of hope filled me. I wished he thought the same things when he looked at me.

    When we got there I looked down and patted his hand which was hanging from my side. This helped him understand and lifted his arm completely. I felt I could breathe better.

   " Look two swings!!" I clapped my hands excitedly.

    He chuckled as I ran to them. But a girl like our age took one of them.

   I stopped running and walked back to Grayson who was behind me.

   " She took it!" I pouted.

    " You can have it, I'll push, you she looks like a bitch and that way you'll win her."

  I chuckled at his idea," Win?"

   " Yeah you'll go higher!"

  " Fine but not too high."

   " Ok deal." He smiled.

   I walked to it and sat down. Grayson walked behind me and started to push me. As he pushed harder I held onto the chains tighter it hurt.

    The wind pushed my hair back so I closed my eyes and moved my body forward.

   The fall back felt funny but I was now going higher than the girl next to us.

   I chuckled at the sensation when I looked at the sky as I desended.  I turned around and saw Grayson who was now smiling at me, so I smiled back. His face look like the face I had seen last year and not the beginning of the year.

    " Higher!" He asked.

    " No are you crazy!?!?"

   He stopped pushing and I waited until I was at a slow speed to jump off.

   The girl had now left.

   " Who are you?" Asked Grayson.

   " What do you mean?" I said.

   " You're different why?"

   " What?" I chuckled nervously.

  "  I bet yesterday I would've looked at the girls ass but I just couldn't... I couldn't take my eyes off you?" He explained.

   " I don't know you ask me?"
 
    He ruffled through his hair and looked down at me.

   " Why?"

    " The same thing happens to me, but it's not like I check out other boys. I just want to be with you and look at you."

   " Yeah yeah and never separate."

    " Exactly...."

   Grayson was describing exactly what how I felt last year when I saw his playing or when I bumped into him. The force that I felt only wanting to be with him.

   " Not only that but I can't stand looking at you with that ass or anyone else for that matter!" His voice grew stronger.

    I couldn't speak. I felt it again the same feeling but I also felt hope. My wish was coming come true I had a chance to be with him. This feeling that I hated.

    But I also have the same bitter sweet feeling when I'm near Andrew and I couldn't stand it.

Are you team Grayson or Andrew??