Crush

Junior Year

It's been 3 months since we've spoken. I have suffered but recently I am moving on. The first few weeks were tough. I kept waiting for your eyes to meet mine, I kept waiting to bump into you.

    Today we started Jazz band, you had to play sax. I sat next you in awkward silence, and you broke my reed. Now you owe me. What hurt is that you didn't say anything you just spoke to Reina who sat infront of you.

     I was shaking since we were so close but I felt out of place next to you. You've changed a lot a whole summer has passed now we're Juniors.

    You look even better, your glasses are new too. I wish you would read this and see how I feel and see what I want to say because I can't tell you this in person, not even as a dare.

    You've been working out I saw your abs while you played basketball. I saw your biceps flex when you kissed her.

    I didn't expect anything else. You've changed. You've left your best friend and changed him. You've dated more girls. You've ignored me so I'll do the same. I've seen you make out with a lot of girls. And the third day of school I saw you from across the hall. You went into the boys bathroom. I went to my locker and walked by and you finally spoke.

    " Hey excuse me,"

    You were sweaty and your hair was a mess. Worst if all you're belt was unbuckled. Then I saw a girl come out. My heart broke.