Crush

For science

My next class was with Andrew.

I sat in my usual seat and took my books out. The teacher was nowhere to be seen.

" Hey."

I turned around and saw Andrew.

" Hi."

He sat down in the desk next to me abd settled in.

Once class started we had to write a paper. I scribbled down my thoughts, they were flooding into my head. My pencil moved at the speed of light until I filled out two full pages.

My hand was already sore so I cracked my knuckles. But I felt like some was watching me. So I casually turned my head. Andrews eyes quickly looked down.

Then he slowly turned his head back down. My heart was beating like crazy, I wanted to scream!

He was looking at me!

I saw his paper and it was completely blank. Did he spent the whole time looking at me.....

He started writing, so I reread my writing. It was flawless like always.

Stop thinking about Andrew! I'm dating Grayson!!

When everyone was finished all we had to do was read. But I still felt his eyes on me.

I flipped the pages and the book slipped off the desk.

Andrew caught it before it hit the floor.

" Good reflexes," I chuckled while grabbing the book back.

" I'm awesome," he shrugged.

I rolled my eyes and kept reading.

We wouldn't have caught if he wasn't looking. Which means he was still staring.....

I was decided to make sure so I was going to conduct some tests. I consider this science.

First I yawned because as they say they're contagious. As expected he yawned too.

Then I looked at the back of the room. And a few seconds later he did too.

What does this mean?

Just for fun I fiddled with my lead. I was in my last stick. So then I was about to ask the boy infront of me for lead, but was interrupted by Andrew handing me some.

" Thanks."

He nodded and kept reading.

If he was listening he wouldn't have given me the lead before I asked for it. So it means he saw me checking my pencil.

Why does Andrew still care?

My head started to hurt with all the questions.

Why does he give me hope and then just throws everything away!?

Does he still like me?

Why is everything so hard!?!?

Does this mean he cares?

Why am even thinking about him?

Grayson, Grayson, Grayson!

I repeated his name to try to forget about Andrew.

Wasn't Andrew dating that other girl?

Grayson was right.

How come I had such a desire for someone, but now that I finally have them that desire is gone. How come feelings change so much?

What if I still like Andrew

NO

What if I love Andrew?