Crush

Intro

I saw him in the hallway, so I walked a little faster to land to safety. God my chest is sure beating fast.

     Why does he do this to me?Why is his face so perfect?  At least I know I have no chance.

     It only been 2 week since these feelings have been stirring but they are moving fast and intensely.

    I try not to look at him when I talk with my friends but I always fail. I always imagine him and I talk to myself like if I'm talking to him, is that normal?

     Is it normal to even think about him like every second. I try to forget him by thinking about all the horrible things he had but we all have flaws. I can't forget!!!

     I don't even know why I like him if I don't even know him, I hate myself for just looking at him.

    What makes me feel worse is that he literally like dates all the girls in our grade, every girl has a crush on him so he's not mine, I should forget his existence.

     That's not even the worst part. His eye contact is on another level. His faces!! It kills me.

    In band he sits on the opposite side and we just have such intense glares but when we get out of there he forgets me.

     I'll tell you everything until now so get ready here we go...