Crush

Nap

After Veronica dropped my at my house and helped me with the bags I decided to go to my room and organize all the new clothes.

   The moment I opened the door my heart stopped, " ANDREW WHAT THE HELL!!??"

     His eyes widened as he signaled me to be quiet by putting a finger on his lips. I closed the door and sat on the bed with him. " What are you doing here and how did you even get in here!!? I whispered in a way that still made it feel like I was shouting.

    " You know you should close your window it could've been anyone," he joked and I think he got the message I wanted explanations based on my face expression and how it was completely drained of emotions.

   " Fine fine I'm sorry I just wanted to talk to you since you aren't responding to my messages and your friend didn't let me come it."

     " What do you mean my friends didn't let you come in?"

   " Yeah I came over in the morning and she went off on me saying how I didn't deserve you and how I'm going to hurt you again," he explained.

   " I didn't know that was you," I said, " Sorry about that."

    " But tell me one thing," he said, " Please tell me you don't think the same way because the last thing I ever want to do it hurt you, actually that's the one thing I want to avoid. But she was right about one thing."

    " And what is that?" I asked.

    " That I don't deserve you and actually nobody deserves you."

   I felt my face get hotter by his words, the fact his face was serious didn't help the fact that I was thought he was lying. His words seemed genuine, but I just couldn't believe it.

   He started to chuckle, " SORRY IM LAUGHING ITS JUST THAT YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE!!"

   " What?" I asked turning even more red than I was. He kept laughing the moment he turned to face me as his words repeated over and over again in my mind.

YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE  YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE

   " You looked so adorable when you turned all red and you looked so tiny with the hoodie!!" He wheezed.

    I rolled my eyes trying to hide my smile. " Ok ok you can go now."

   " WHAT WHYY!" He groaned, " See you're always pushing my away all I want to do is talk to you and-"

    " And what."

    " Umm be your friend," he finished, crossing his arms.

    " But later I really want to take a nap," I pleaded.

    " But Aprillllllllll," he whined. I would be lying if I said that he didn't look adorable.

    " Just leave Andrew please," I repeated.

    " Only after you let me take a nap with you?"

   I rolled my eyes once again and patted the pillow next to my usual one. His eyes shined and his smile grew. He immediately kicked off his shoes and went under the covers. He rolled himself into a tiny human ball. It was so cute it hurt to stare at him.

    I also took off my shoes and hopped into bed, " Move over!!"

    He laughed and moved even closer, " Please?"

    " AHH Andrew this is the last time ok!?" I groaned. He smiled widely and nodded his head quickly. At the end of the day if he was like a like puppy siting on my lap, I played with his hair until he was asleep and I was finally able to sleep in peace. His face looked so relaxed and perfect as always. Sleeping with him wasn't as bad as I though. It felt relatively normal and since he broke his promise we did it a lot more than once.