RIDE OR DIE ➸ OSCAR DIAZ [1]

BONUS CHAPTER

A/N : hi here's a short bonus chapter while you guys wait for the sequel. it's going to be in Oscar's perspective and it's after Camilla and ruby got shot :')
-h

"OSCAR, I THINK it's best if you leave." Geny Martinez says hesitantly. I glance over my shoulder and see her standing in the doorway with her arms folded over her chest.

I clench my jaw and nod my head. "Can I have a minute?" I say in a low tone, my voice sounding raspy as I bring my eyes back to Camilla. Her skin isn't the vibrant tan colour that I'm used to, instead, it's pale and colourless. I try my best to ignore the five different machines that are plugged into her body to keep her alive. I fucking hate hospitals.

"Of course," I hear Geny say, before walking out of the room.

I wait until I can't hear her footsteps anymore, "Camilla I'm so fucking sorry," I whisper, softly kissing her hand. "This is all my fault. I should've handled it for Cesar, he's just a kid. And now I'm gonna have to do something that you aren't gonna approve of but mi amor, I've run out of options." I run my other hand through her hair and inhale a shaky breath. "Te quiero tanto." I mumble under my breath as a tear silently rolls down my cheek. I swallow past the lump in my throat and stand up, wiping the tear away with the pad of my thumb. I give Camilla one last look before turning around and walking out of the room.
[translation: I love you so much]

"Oscar," Geny stops me as I walk by the waiting room. I notice Sam over her shoulder and give him a small smile, but he only returns a glare. Great, even Sam hates me now. With a soft sigh, I turn my attention back to Geny. "I think it's best if you stay away from Camilla. Please don't come back to visit."

The air is knocked out of my body as I blankly stare at my girlfriend's mom. "You can't ask me to do that. La amo a ella!" I exclaim, trying and failing to keep my voice down. No, I can't leave her.
[translation: I love her]

"No me importa, eres malo para ella!" Geny whisper-shouts, glancing over her shoulder at her son's friends that are sitting in the waiting room.
[translation: I don't care, you're bad for her]

I shake my head as I run my hand down my face. "Por favor, le ruego que." I can't lose Camilla too.
[translation: please, I'm begging you]

Geny shakes her head as she folds her arms over her chest. "Lo siento. You should leave before her dad gets here."
[translation: I'm sorry]

All I can do is nod my head. My eyes scan the waiting room, looking for Cesar and when they land on him, my lips turn down into a deep frown. If Cesar had just listened to me none of this would've happened. I watch as Cesar stands up and gets ready to leave with me. But I shake my head at him and rush out of the hospital and into my car.

I angrily slam the car door behind me as my breaths come out short and heavy. What the hell am I supposed to do without Camilla? She's the love of my life and now she's in the hospital because of a stupid mistake that I made. And I never even got to tell her how much she means to me.

"Fuck!" I yell as I hit my fist against the steering wheel. Memories of her smiling and laughing run through my head. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I shout, hitting the steering wheel again and again. The memory of that night replaces all the good ones, and before I know it, I'm watching her breathe her last breath in my arms again. I hold my head in my hands as loud sobs escape my lips. I can't remember the last time I cried, and now I can't stop crying.

I faintly hear the car door open and then feel two arms go around my body. "Oscar I'm so sorry. This is all my fault." Cesar says quietly as I try to stop myself from crying. I'm supposed to stay strong for him, his best friend got shot too.

"No, hermano it's my fault. I should've handled it for you, you're just a kid. I should've listened to Camilla. And now her mom doesn't want me anywhere near her." I ramble as I roughly brush the tears away.

"If it makes you feel any better, she doesn't want me around either," Cesar says with a breathy chuckle. Great, I fucked up his life too. That was the one thing that I didn't want to do.

I sigh loudly and pull away from him. "I'm sorry Cesar, I've been a shitty brother. But I love you."

"I love you too Oscar." Cesar says with a faint smile. "And Camilla does too. So for her sake, don't pick a fight with Elijah."

I nod my head as I stare at the tattoo on my finger. I bring it up to my lips and press a soft kiss to it. I'm going to spend every single day praying to god that she gets better. "Let's go home and watch a movie or something."

"Let's watch Fast and Furious, Camilla loves those." Cesar offers, making a scarce smile appear on my lips.

"Nah, she loves Vin Diesel."

A/N :

^ both of those were me the entire time I was writing this. I know I said the bonus chapters would be happy but um idk what happy is. I hope you guys liked it?
-h