A New Chapter

Chapter 14

Chapter 14:

///Phoenixx's POV//

///month later///

"PHOENIXX COME HERE QUICK!" I hear Connor scream from his room. I get up from my bed and run down the hall to his room. When I get to his room Zada is standing next him wearing one of his merchandise shirts and his beanie. "Really Connor." "Do what you just did for me for mommy." "PROMO. DADDY PROMO!!!!" She screams as she jumps up and down. "She's not even 2 yet and you're already using her for promo." "Luke did it first." "I know. He posted it on twitter too." "So did I." He says laughing. "That doesn't surprise me at all." I say as I sit down on the floor next to Connor. "I had." He says as he grabs Zada and puts her on his lap. "Mommy!!" She screams as she crawls onto my lap. "HA. She loves me more." "Just wait when she's older she's always going to want me." "That's why I want a boy next." "I want another girl." "What do you want Zada. A little brother or a little sister?" "A SISSY." She screams as she throws her arms in the air. Connor then smirks at me. "That's not happening anytime soon." I say and I can hear my phone go off from my room. I ignore but it goes off again. "Maybe you should go see who it is." "Yeah take Zada." I say handing her to Connor. I stand up from the floor and walk to my room. I grab my phone from the charger and see I have 10 miss texts and 5 miss calls from my mom. Holy crap mom. "Hey do you have miss calls and texts from mom?" Jc says as he walks into my room. "Yeah I do. I was just about to call her back." I say as I click her name and put her on speaker. "H-H-Hello.." She says as her voice cracks. It's sounds like she's been crying for hours. "Mom what's wrong?!" Me and Jc scream at the same time. "I don't know how to tell you guys..." "Mom. What's wrong, what happened?" Jc says and she just starts to cry even harder. "Your father had a massive heart attack and it killed him." My mom says slowly and drop my phone on the ground. I then start to shake. Tears start to fall down my cheeks. My knee start to feel weak and I collapse to the ground crying. "Mom I'll call you back." Jc says as he hangs up my phone. He bends to me and helps me up. I look him in the eye and his eyes are watery. He then breaks. He then hugs me tightly. We are both crying in each other's arms. "H-He w-was g-gonna w-walk m-e down the aisle Jc... He was gonna give me away... But now he can't." "I know Phoenixx." He says breaking the hug. "I don't want Zada going to the funeral." I say wiping my tears away. I don't want her to see him just laying there lifeless. She won't understand why he's not smiling. I don't want her remembering her grandpa that way. "I figured that, I'll go get the plane tickets." "I'm gonna go tell Connor. Can you take Zada to Sam?" "Okay." Jc says as we walk out of my room. We then walk back to Connors room. "Zada, go to uncle Jc. He's gonna take you to Uncle Sam." I say and she runs to Jc. He then leaves my room. "Phoenixx honey what's wrong?" "It's my dad..." I say as I sit down next to him. "What about him?" "He's dead." I say as years start to fall down my cheeks. "What?!?!?" "He had a heart attack and died..." "Oh my god." "Me and Jc are just gonna go to Texas. I don't want Zada going." "I understand that." "Connor, he was gonna walk me down the aisle." I scream as I put my head on his lap. I start to cry even harder. "Phoenixx please don't cry. It hurts me too much to see you crying." "I'm gonna miss him so much." "I know honey." He says as he starts to rub my back. I can't believe my dad is dead..

///In Texas///

"Jc I don't know how I'm gonna be able to do this." I say crying. We are the viewing of my dad's funeral. I'm afraid to look at his lifeless body. I love my dad so much and I'm gonna miss him more than anything. I was little girl. His little angel. His only daughter. It hurts me even more that he's not gonna be able to giveaway at my wedding now. "Do you want to go up together?" "Yes." "Grab my hand." He says as he lifts his hand. I grab his hand and we walk towards the casket. I close my eyes and have him lead the way. "Open your eyes." Jc whispers in my hear. I slowly open my eyes and see my dad laying there lifeless. Tears start to fall down my cheeks. I start to feel weak and fall to the ground. Jc helps me up and helps me walk away. After the viewing we do the ceremony. During the whole ceremony I have tears falling down my cheeks. "Be strong Phoenixx." Jc whispers in my ear. Once the ceremony is done, we go to the cemetery. As they put the casket down I lose it again. "Phoenixx, I wanted to wait after we got back home to La." Jc says as we get into the car to go back to my parents house, well my moms house now. "What?" "See dad can't walk you down the aisle, mom and Connor thought it would be a good idea for my to walk you down. Is that okay with you?" "I would love for you to walk me down Jc." I say as I hug him tightly. "I know it's not the same." "It's fine. If I can't have dad. I want you." I say smiling. I'm still upset about my dad, but now I'm happy Jc is walking me down the aisle.

I'm sorry it's short..😭