Afraid To Lose You (editing)

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I am here at my father's house for almost 5 days.

Wala naman akong ginawa kundi kain, training, then sleep. My parents didn't meddle in my own life. Bahala na daw ako sa buhay ko. Now, I'm here staring at them.

"So, what's the agenda?"

My mother laugh then back to her serious face. May disorder siguro to sa utak.

"Nothing. I just want to know if you're okay. And kung humihinga ka pa."

I laughed at my mom. She never failed in making me happy. Kahit nang papatay kami ng tao, di ko mapagkakailang mabait sila and loveable.

"Ano nanaman iniisip mo? Na swerte ka kasi naging anak kita?"

"Paano mo nalaman mamsi? Mind reader ka din ba?"

Bumusangot bigla si mamsi. Feeling ko kung di ako anak nito, kanina pa ako binugbog. BTW, nasa living room kami, facing each other. If your thinking bout my dad, he's here beside me. Eating.

"Dad can you stop slurping? Napaka bastos mo!"

Bigla akong tumilapon sa inuupuan ko, sinampal ba naman ako. Ano nanaman kayang problema nito?

"What the f, dad!? I will punch you in your face!"

My dad rushed toward there room. Napaka childish talaga. Lumingon ako kay mamsi na nakaupo lang at siya naman yung kumakain.

I never thought that my life will become this special and specially worth it.

"Sige na, habulin mo na yung tatay mo dun sa taas"

She 'shoo' me by her hand. Tumakbo na ako pataas.

I just look at my dad na may hawak ng baril. Great playtime.

I know you think na cool yon but for me it sucks.

"Dad, put that hecking gun now!"

Bigla bigla niya itong pinaputok sa akin. Sa sobrang gulat ko, nailagan ko. Rubber bullet lang yung gamit nya pero masakit padin.

"Dad, papatayin mo ba ko!?"

"Hindi anak, kinakantahan kita"

Sarcastic nanaman siya.

"Anyways, may bisita ka ata sa baba. Go and talk to him."

Inirapan ko nanaman si dad. If I just said earlier that they don't meddle in my own life, nagkamali pala ako. And who am I na bastusin 'tong parents ko?

I rushed downstairs. Hindi ako excited, papalabasin ko lang sana sila.

Nagulat ako ng biglang bumungad sakin si Asher, guess what kasama nya lahat ang bagong recruit naming. I smiled at him.

"why are you all here? Did I just said 5 days ago that I need to rest?"

Napatingin ako sa likod ko, dad came out of there room. Holding a gun yung kanina nya pang hawak na may rubber bullet.

"Ohh Asher I didn't expect you're here."

Tumawa pa si dad pag tapos nya yon sabihin. Hindi expect di expect eh siya nga yung tumawag.

"Would you mind to give us a moment?"

Umalis lahat ng tao sa bahay. Hindi ako ang nag utos, itong si Asher. Look how his authority can shake this house. Ofcourse, hindi ako tinablan.

"What are you doing here?"

Umupo muna siya sa living room. Hindi ko naman pinapaupo. Napanguso ako sabay upo sa tabi niya. Yup ganon ako ka rupok.

"Irina sent us a threat, in just one week. She will rise and kill all of us."

Nabitawan ko ang baso ko. Yes, I expect na malapit na pero hindi ganto kalapit. Worst, onti palang kami na nasa organization na bagong batch.

Pinulot ko na ang mga bubog at tinapon ito. If your expecting Asher helped me, to face the reality. Mas may iniisip siyang problema.

"What should I do?"

Marahas siyang tumingin sa akin. He cupped my face.

"Don't be fucking selfish Blaire! Hindi mo lang ito problema. Problema din naming ito, especially me."

Nakita ko sa mata niya yung sakit, galit, pati lungkot. Kasi nga face the reality, may mamamatay talaga sa amin. And I hope ako lang. ako nalang...

"Okay, okay. What should WE do?"

Nag Isip lang kami dito sa sala. This days I'm busy relaxing my life tapos may ganto na palang gagawin. Maybe that's the last time na gusto akong i-pag relax ni Lord. Baka ayaw lang talaga ako nila ipa relax.

"Maybe we should ask for help?"

Bright idea Blaire. Kanino naman?

"Maybe you needed our help"

Biglang pumasok sina Dad, what's shooking moment is OUR WHOLE FAMILY IS HERE. When I says whole family, all organization since yung kapanahunan pa ni dad. Andito parents ni Amethyst,Geanne, Elise, Scarlet. Muntik pa kong mahimatay ng nakita ko sina tita and tito, specifically parents ni Asher andito din naman yung parents nina Jansen, Ryann, Shean, Rustian.

"He-hel-lo po, welcome home?"

Bigla silang nagtawanan. Napa blink nalang ako ng mata. Hinawakan ko yung braso ni Asher.

"Am I dreaming?"

Tumingin ako sa kanya. Natawa pa ako ng abot-langit yung ngiti niya. Umiling siya sabay yakap sakin. Eto naman ako si kilig, sheez ang rupok ko talaga.

"Paki gabay ako baka mamaya mahimatay nalang ako dito"

I thought si Asher lang nakarinig pati pala silang lahat. Nakaka gulat ang lalaka parin pala ng pang dinig nila.

"Blaire, long time no see!"

Unang lumapit sakin si Tita sunod ni Tito. Parents ni Asher to be exact. Tapos nag sunod sunod na.

"Dad, did you plan this all along?"

My dad just smiled at me. Napapikit nalang ako then realization hit me.

He knew about the letter, he knew about how we're lacking of recruiters, he knew how I was stressed for weeks. Kaya pala pinag bakasyon niya ako dito, to train me. He knew that I will sacrifice myself.

"JEEZ DAD. BAT DI MO SINABI!!!"

Tumawa lang si dad sabay alis. Nangyari sa bahay, reunion.

I just shrugged at umakyat sa taas.

I should calm myself, hindi talaga ako makapaniwala na andito nanaman sila. Like what should I do?

Ako pa ba yung mag iisip ng plan? Ako pa ba yung mag bibigay ng part or I will just leave it kay dad? Siya naman yung leader nung kapanahunan niya. Dad is a great great leader. Grabe lahat ng mission kaya niyang tapusin ng walang galos or failed.

Tatay ko yan, kaso anong nangyari sakin?

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HENLOO LONG TIME NO UD. IM SORRY, SOBRANG DAMI KASING HINABOL NA PROJECTS. MUCH WORSE NAWALA YUNG CLEARANCE KO.

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