Paul Withers' Gay Diary

April 5 2019

YO WAZAAAA

SCHOOL'S OVER SIS HAHAHA...I feel so happy, a lot has happened the past few months and i'm just really happy that I get to be confident as a person and not be dependent on other people. There's been so many trials and challenges that I've been through and 2019 just started HAHA.

I feels great and I feel like its gonna be hard for me to be sad anymore cause after everything that has happened, nothing can get me down :). I've matured a lot and I realized things the things that I've been doing wrong and I've learned so much and i think that's how we should always act:) I learned to control my emotions and always look at the bright side of things and look at a different angle. It's been a busy busy start but I'm so excited for the things that are going to happen soon.

My friends have always been there for me and like I said before, if they weren't here I feel like I would be dead by now haha. I can finally love myself comfortably and it feels great not to be insecure (sometimes HAHA) anymore.

I got an award for being an honor student today and i'm so happy cause almost everyone in our class is an honor student, ALSO SIS...I got to talk to my crushhhhhhhhhhhhhbhcbcjbjh bsjhvucrbujighecviheg vgechgbvhenehchejih gcuioh gnxoiencgh gucnxurui hgcuohgp.

I think everyone knows by now that i'm not the type to make the first move on things, cause i'm shy and timid and scared when it comes to those things HAHA but I finally got the guts to message him haha, Suzy helped a lot so if you're reading this, thank you boo<3. So I messaged him and i started with a "congratulations" cause he of course graduated grade 10, then I continued with a compliment...(ARE U PROUD THAT THIS BOI FLIRTED FOR THE FIRST TIME BY HIMSELF??) I kept on complimenting him of how great of dancer he is but he kept on denying it SO I HAD TO UP MY GAME AND COMPLIMENT HIM EVEN MORE,, he eventually said thank you and it felt nice...but what ya'll didn't know, is that while I was talking to him, my head was literally hitting against the wall whenever he would reply cause I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FRIG TO REPLY BACK.

It ended up being a nice, wholesome conversation though, which was not what I was expecting cause he looks so intimidating I swear to god HAHA. IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY REAALLY

BUT WHOEVER IS READING THIS...I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT:

(as cheesy as it may sound), You're a friggin wonderful person who deserves the world and deserves all the love you can get<3 IF Y'ALL THINK YOUR NOT ENOUGH SIS YOU ARE ENOUGH AND DON'T LET ANYONE ELSE TELL U OTHERWISE :)) sister Paul has been through alot and I wanna say that y'all shouldn't think badly of yourselves aight? IMAGINE THAT YOUR WALKING A FRIGGIN RUNWAY EVERY SINGLE DAY AND WERK THAT RUNWAY CAUSE YOU BOOTIFUL UWU. And if ever y'all are going through something, always remember the people who love you, trust me, it helps a lot<3

OK THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY SIS,,,

I'M SORRY IF I HAVEN'T BEEN SHARING MY BULLPOOP LIFE FOR WEEKS CAUSE I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY HAHA. Anyways have a great day lovess 

_stay true_ <3 Paul