The KING's Princess [Wyorck series #1]

Princess👑34

Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko nang imulat ko ang mga mata ko. My vision is a bit blurry too. I can't feel my  body as well. As if my body is floating in the air.

I tried to move and I saw Zac who's sleeping beside me. Tinignan ko ang mga kamay niyang nakapalibot sa bewang ko. A tear escaped from my eyes.

His father is Zacarius, right? Siya yung dahilan kaya nawala si daddy? Siya yung  kausap ni daddy Azarick nung bata pa ako. I know that wasn't just  a dream. Alam kong parte yun ng ala ala ko.

If Azarick is my real father's twin, then therefore, my real father is Azrayas?! Pero saan siya kung ganon? They said he's been in coma for years. Pero nasaan siya? Sabi nila si Zacarius ang dumukot sa daddy ko. Zac's dad is already dead.

Gumalaw si Zac kaya nilingon ko siya. He's already  awake. Halong takot at lungkot ang nasa mga mata niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko. I love him so much. Pero may parte sakin na ayaw ko muna siyang pansinin. O di kaya'y pansamantalang iwasan.

"Baby, I'm sorry,"

Isang sorry lang parang nawala lahat. Ang daya daya!

"I-I wanna know everything, Zac. Every single detail," I whispered. He wiped tears pooling down my cheeks before.

"Are you mad at me?"

Nag iwas ako ng tingin. "I don't know."

Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit. "Like I said, your father was abducted by my father... Azarick, your dad and my father was best friends."

"Bakit niya kinuha si daddy kung ganon?"

"Baby... They are best friends, yes. But not all best friends are true. They can be your enemy anytime. They can betray you anytime, too."

I agree. Kasi kung totoong best friend ang daddy niya sa daddy  ko, hindi niya 'yon magagawa. He wouldn't abduct my father.

"Azarick loves your mom so much. Even you and Azure. That's why he came up with that set up,"

"If  he really  loves my mom, sana nag  sacrifice siya. Love isn't selfish, right?"  Hindi siya umimik. Hindi siya sang ayon sa sinabi ko.

"How  about Jassana? Anong  story niya?"

"Remember what your mother has told you a while ago? Naaksidente kayo. Papunta sana kayo n'on kay Jassana. Jassana was studying with me. We took home school. Kasi suggest 'yon ni daddy,"

Ate Jassana? Handa na ba akong tanggapin siya?

"Jassana knew everything about it. I told her everything before you three were got by Azarick. Kaya nag stay siya sa bahay namin. Pero nang malaman ni dad na alam ni Jassanaa lahat, I helped Jassana to go out of the country."

Sumakit ang ulo ko pero tiniis ko lang. I still want to know everything. Gustong gusto ko na. Ang hirap mabuhay sa kasinungalingan.

"Saan na si Azarick kung ganon?" takang tanong  ko.

"Azarick is dead, baby. Matagal  na. Simula nang pumunta ka sa lugar ko. Everything was planned. I invited you in mu place to protect you."

I don't know what to react. I treated Azarick as my real  father. I felt the real love of a father from him. He treated me like his own. He treated me like a real  princess. I know he loves us so much.

Humagulgol ako. "Masakit, Zac. I loved Azarick so much."

"Because you never knew he wasn't your real father."

Tama naman siya eh. Kung alam kong hindi siya ang tunay  kong  ama, maybe I won't react like this. Siguro okay lang sakin. Pero hindi eh. I grew up with his shadows.

"And  he was the reason why you were hidden for fifteen years."

Mahirap tanggapin lahat. Mahirap din maniwala. All my life, I belived in lies. Parang ang hirap nang maniwala ngayon. Ang hirap nang mag tiwala.

Bumaba kami matapos mag usap. Hindi niya ako iniiwan kahit saan ako magpunta. Sila mommy naman ay ginagawa ang lahat para bumalik ako da dati.

I know that God doesn't wants us to keep hatred from others. He wants us to  forgive. I've forgiven them already. Hindi ko lang talaga matanggap ang lahat.

"Princess, do you want to go shopping?" tanong ni Jassana. I just shrugged and continued eating.

"Baby, may bago akong movies. Wanna watch?" tanong ni kuya Azure.

"No," tanging sagot ko.

Matapos kumain ay dumiretso ako sa kwarto ko. I locked it bago pa man dumating si Zac. Mommy is talking to him and I took the chance to lock myself alone in my room.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko nang mag ring 'to. Unregistered number 'yon.

Nagdalawang isip pa ako kung sasagutin ko  ba o hindi. I touched the green button and placed the phone near my ear.

"Hello, Ms. Vegera,"

"Who's this?" malamig kong anas.

Umupo ako sa harap ng vanity table at nilaro laro ang ilaw doon.

"Seems like alam mo na ang katotohanan?"

Kumunot ang noo ko. "Who's this?" medyo inis kong tanong. Who the hell is this!? Paano niya nalaman?

"My name doesn't matter, sweetie. But my words do," Hindi nalang ako umimik dahil bska wrong number. Pero Vegera ako. Baka nantritrip lang 'to.

"So how do you feel after knowing the truth?"

"Fine,"

"Really?" then she laughed. Pakiramdam ko may problema 'to sa utak. "What if I tell you the truth about Zac and Jassana?"

Hindi na ako umimik.

"Zac just used you so Jassana will come back here. Yes, Zac hired some men to kill Azarick. Para umuwi si Jassana dito. Para magkabalikan sila. And if I were you, lalayo ako. Hindi ka ba naguguluhan sa buhay mo, Samantha? Your life is a whole lie! Wala ka bang balak ayusin? Magpapakatanga ka nanaman ba? Maniniwala ka nanaman sa isang kasinungaliangan? Tss. Zac doesn't love you. He. Just. Used. You."

Tuloy tuloy lang ang pagbuhos ng luha sa nga mata ko. Pero walang ingay 'yon. Hindi ko alam. Nakakapagod na kasing umiyak.

"And I think, kakampi ni Zac ang ama niya sa lahat. Because Zac wants Jassana to be with him. Kaya nga nag home school sila 'di ba?"

Binato ko ang cellphone nang hindi ko na nakayanan. Kinuha ko din ang vase sa harap ko at tinapon 'yon. Gumawa 'yon ng napakalakas na ingay.

Napasabunot nalang ako sa sarili kong buhok. I can't endure all of these anymore! Naguguluhan na ako. Nababaliw na ako. Ano ba  talaga?

Biglang bumukas ang pinto at niluwa n'on si Zac. Galit na galit ang itsura niya nang buhatin ako at nilapag sa kama ko. Sinampal ko siya ng malakas. Niyakap niya lang ako ng mahigpit habang umiiyak  ako.

"What the fuck is your problem, baby? Alam kong nasasaktan ka, okay? But please! 'Wag ganito! You're scaring the  shits out of me!"

Ang galing niyong  lahat! Ang galing niyong umarte. I know you don't really care  about me. You only care about yourself!

I fit in, but I don't belong.