A beautiful Wreck

Chapter 28

A/N (authors note)

Yayyy here's another chapter!! I've been crazy busy but its fridayyyy and I'll be updating on the weekends too if that's possible. I'm changing a writing style a bit, but it's no big whoop. It's easier to understand and makes the chapters loooonnngerr. I'm also gonna start numbering my chaps :3 Anyway, read the poo out of this chapter byeee xox

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Alaska's P.O.V

We sat down on the floor face to face and began to write our letters. To be honest, I think it was kind of sweet that Lucas came up with this idea. Oh my god he's adorable sometimes. I interrupted myself from my thoughts and began to write.

LETTER #1 ALASKA

Dear Lucas,

It's hard to tell where we're gonna be when we open these letters, I hope we're not to far away. I wonder what your doing right now... I'm gonna guess your playing video games or something eating cookies and yelling at your tv. Wait no, your reading this letter. Haha. God damn even though I'm writing this whilst you are in front of me, where ever I am, and whatever I did, I will miss you everywhere i go until we see each other again. I never really think theres a time where we have to split apart and leave, it's to scary to think about. If I ever hurt you Lucas, I'm sorry. I warned you before, I just want you to know that for what ever reason it was, it's because I'm dumb and messed up. I know that you'd be reading this now, you would probably say something like "aren't we all" but I don't like it when you say that because although we all are a little dumb and messed up, sometimes, some people are a little bit more dumb and messed up than others. I feel like I haven't exactly fully explained to you whats always endlessly running through my head. But i'll come around. I doubt i'll tell you face to face, saying the words that will probably kill you inside, so i'll stick to the letters to explain my brain. I hope you don't mind. Holy shit Lucas, you mean so much to me, I hope you know that. It's so frikin hard to think about us apart, and then write as if we where. Hey, why don't you call me right now? Go on, slide you phone out of your left pocket that you keep it in, select the contact 'Alaska is super awesome' because I probably stole your phone and changed it to that. I am very awesome though, actually never mind, i probably stole your phone again and changed it to 'Alaska is the awesomest person ever' because I am. I'm occasionally cocky as you can tell haha. Anyway, looks like your almost finished writing your letter, I don't know how to feel about it, I want to read it but it means that we're part. God damn I miss you. You should know that Lucas.

Love, Alaska Jones

I folded the letter to a small piece if paper, and gently tucked it into an envelope. Getting up, I looked down at Lucas's letter, but he childishly blocked it from my vision with his strong, but not to exaggerated strong arm. Just like a drummer strong arm. HE HAD MUSCLES.

I chuckled to my self and flopped on my bed and scrolled along instagram waiting for Lucas to finish.

LUCAS P.O.V (yes I am gonna do several points of views in each chapter)

Should I really say that? Maybe I shouldn't, maybe she'll hate me for what I had written to her, but maybe she wont, i'll leave it in. It's a good idea. I wonder what she wrote. She attempted to peek at my letter, she's a little cheater since we're not allowed to read it until we're both far away from one another. Alaska flopped on her bed and scrolled away on her phone. I got up and read the letter I wrote once more before folding it and jabbing it into the envelope. I went ahead and joined her in her bed to see that she was scrolling through Jenna's instagram pictures.

"Holy shit!? Thats Jenna?" I widened my ese to see an identical girl to Jenna with strait hair and freckles that stained her face. She was wearing a leather black mini dress that was WAY to short for Jenna's liking.