Stupid stupid stupid! Why did I say that?! I can't bring up his daughter! that's like...a rule! oh my gosh I am such an idiot!
But I'm starving, so food then head banging on the wall. I open the fridge, not much is in here. hmm what can I make? ooh Jelly, I close the fridge door and open the pantry, peanut butter, and bread! I set the items down on the table and grab a butter knife.
In less then ten minutes I'm at the table eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. I wonder what Mark's doing right now. I wonder if he really did go to the hospital, or just at Joe's. I take a bite of it. Chew, swallow. I really still can't believe I'm pregnant. I mean, we can't raise a baby in an apartment. Can we? I don't think we should, I want a house. Like Derek and Meredith, Meredith! I have to tell her. I'll just go to the hospital and tell her...not to see Mark of course.
I walk through the hospital doors into the lobby, oh! darn it! Mark is at the front desk. I keep my head down and hurry to the elevators. I press the button, come on come on! I look over and see Mark, he's coming this way. crap! the elevator doors open and I run in, press the button and make sure the doors close. phew, that was close.
I press the number of the floor and the elevator lurches upwards. I sigh and play with my thumbs as I wait. before I get to the floor I'm heading to, the elevator stops and the doors open. It's Dr. Bailey. she looks surprised to see me.
"What are you doing here?"
"I came to talk to Meredith" I tell her simply.
"About what? your so called 'wedding?'" she steps in next to me and the doors close, continuing up.
"Uhm just, some, uh other news. nothing special" what?
"Well okay yes it is special"
She just shakes her head and mutters something under her breath.
"So what's it like being pregnant?" the words burst out, I don't even think about it.
The doors open and she gives me a look.
"Well nice talking to you!"
I rush out and bump into Cristina
"Hey Cristina!"
She stops and looks at me
"What?" she has the usual bored tone to her voice.
"Have you seen Meredith?"
She's about to speak when someone else does.
"I believe she's finishing up a surgery"
Busted.
I turn around
"Thanks, Mark" I force a smile and start heading for the O.R. board.
"Lexie what are you doing here?"
He asks following me.
"I came to talk to Meredith"
I stop when I'm at the O.R. board and search it.
"You can tell her all about our little wedding another time okay?"
"She should be out of surgery soon, if it started a couple hours ago"
Some nurses rush past us with a crash cart, that's never good.
"Why don't you wait outside?"
"Because it's raining and-"
I turn and look at him
"Why is it you want me gone so badly?"
He sighs "I just need some time alone right now"
"What are you talking about? we just got married, you shouldn't want to leave my side!"
I ask defensively
"That's not what I meant-"
His pager goes off and he looks at it
"I gotta go, Lex. there's a big trauma coming in."
"Perfect way to avoid this conversation"
"Lexie-"
"Whatever Mark" how could he be so selfish? Gosh.
I start walking away, I'll just go then it's what he wants anyways right?
"Lexie!" Mark says a little louder
No, he does not get to control me. I am walking away.
"Alexandra!" I stop dead in my tracks. Did he just call me Alexandra?!
"Oh no you-" I start getting angry now. he takes my arm and drags me into a fairly empty hallway, and kisses me. Sensation runs through my veins and up my spine. He pulls away to soon.
"We'll continue this conversation when I get home okay?"
I nod. "Fine, but bring home Ice cream and peanut butter" which is exactly what I'm craving right now.
He nods, kisses my forehead and rushes off. I watch and then head to the elevators.
For dinner, I made Lasagna, garlic bread an noodles. I have two plates set on the table, a candle in the middle and silverware on the side of the plates. I look at my watch, 6:30
He should be getting home soon, I straighten out my purple shirt and watch the door. I hear his keys unlock the door and I see him open the door. I smile as he looks at the food, to the table, to me.
"What's all this?"
"Dinner" I grin "I thought, if I'm gonna be a mom then I should cook more"
He smiles and puts his keys on the counter, then walks over to me, wraps his arms around me and kisses me. I gladly kiss him back. he pulls back and looks me in the eye with a small smile
"I love you"
I smile "I love you too"
He takes out a jar of peanut butter and a half gallon of ice cream from his coat. I smile
"I love you so much!" I hug him tightly and hear him laugh lightly.
After dinner, ice cream with peanut butter, a movie and a shower it's time for bed. I pull the covers back and slip in, then pull the covers up over my small body. Mark gets in next to me and positions his body close to mine, he wraps his arms around me and kisses my cheek.
"Good Night my hormonal monster"
I smile. "Good night Mark" and I close my eyes, and for the first time in a long time, I don't want to sleep. Because my reality is finally better than my dreams.
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Fiksi Penggemar*taking a break* This is a story about Dr. Lexie Grey, and Dr. Mark Sloan From Grey's Anatomy. When the plane fell apart, they lost everything. But what if they got it all back The story continues with our favorite forbidden couple, as they continu...
