Poems of my Mind

Twisted;

That's what you are.

This way and that,

Each an attack

On the choices I make.

Like I've made a mistake

All the time.

You say one thing now,

Then later another;

Guilty both ways.

Am I to blame?

You must be insane

To think I can choose

The best way to lose

Of them both.

Twisted;

That's what I feel

When stuck in this wheel

Of conflicting appeal.

Your huge lack of faith;

It's a big deal.

You playing it safe?

This damage is real,

To me,

But you never see.

I need to be free

Of this

Complexity

That you always impress

Upon me.

Twisted;

The feeling inside

When i just can't decide

The right way to go.

How am I to know?

I wish someone would show

Me the path I should take

So I don't make mistakes

All the time.

You should be a guide

To help me decide

And share in my pride,

Not try change my mind

With venomous lies

Which are hidden in truth.

You've ruined my youth

With being uncouth

It's not fine!

To destroy what is mine,

Is a waste of my time.

I may as well ask

If youre up to the task

Of just being nice

And breaking the ice

To throw me the dice

And let me control

The way that I go

In life.

Twisted!

This relationship feels

Damaged!

Why can you not manage

A simple agreement,

Where you actually mean it,

To show you believe it

Is true,

And in me.

I just want to be

Trusted,

And feel respected

Or accepted

By you.

You're Twisted;

That's what you are.

Twisted;

To tear me apart.

Twisted;

To stop me at start.

Twisted;

To push me so far

Twisted;

Mother,

Twisted.