After the whole near death experience I went into hiding because I wasn't feeling too good about it all. It is Juan's birthday and I have decided to make an appearance since my family will be there.
I need to create a happier and more positive life for myself which doesn't come from going into hiding. In terms of my business life, I am really behind because I have stopped attending interviews and appearing on the show.
I have been forming a baby bump which I'm happy about but I still don't look as if I'm almost five months along, I literally look like I'm two months pregnant which is worrying. I'm hoping that by next month, my belly will pop.
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"Is this too tight?" The guy who did alterations on my dress asks.
"It's fine, it fits like a glove without sucking me in too tight." I state as they help me out of the dress.
Since the party starts at 6 pm, I decide to get back into bed since it's only 10 am. I have a lot of spare time right now since I don't plan to start glam until 1 pm. Once I get in bed, I finally begin to answer my text messages and emails.
The shooting at the restaurant has already gotten out and I've had a ton of people sending me flowers and stopping by which has been much appreciated.
"How you feeling?" I feel the bed go down as Jose sits besides me.
"I'm cool, how are you?" I ask.
"I'm always good."
With everything that has been going down, our marriage definitely hasn't been its prime. We have stopped having sex and at times it feels as if we only communicate because we are married. We are overdue on a date night.
We talk a little about his music project and tour before I bring up the party.
"Since Elle has planned a MET Gala themed birthday party, what are you going to wear?"
He shows me a picture of his outfit.
"How does that scream extra?" I look at him confused as I hand him back his phone.
"I'm spraying my hair green." He casually says and my jaw drops open.
"No, you're not." My voice goes up an octave.
"Vibras." That's the last thing he says before falling sleep.
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Many hours later, I am ready to hit this party and Jose is sporting green hair.
I hate it.
He needs to grow his hair out or go blonde because I don't like his hair, it's so ugly.
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