Mi Reina

Chapter 66

KandiceKardashian: Since my performance aired, everyone has questions as to why I had performed such an emotional song. The truth is Jose and I are getting divorced. This isn't the first time that Jose has filed for divorce but I'm sure that this is the last because we have both signed the papers. I never wanted to discuss this with anyone outside of my circle but it will come out soon in the media so I'm letting you hear it from me. We have been separated for two months and Jose filed for divorce last month. I'm just using this moment to focus on my son, Cristian and myself. We would greatly appreciate our privacy during this moment so I will be turning off my comments for the time being.

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I announced my divorce to the entire world. 

I still can't believe that I done it but for once, I am giving Jose a taste of his own medicine. My phone has been blowing up for the past day but I have yet to look at my phone. My mom and Kim have been there for me throughout the whole thing which has helped keep me sane. 

My other sisters are planning to come tomorrow night so we can have a nice family night and I am allowing them to bring their kids. I won't lie and say that I want Kourtney's family here but since we have wiped the slate clean, it would be rude of me not to extend the invitation. However, if they trash my house then I'm kicking them the fuck out. 

For the damages caused from their last time here, both Kourtney and my mom paid the bill. For me it was never about the money, it was about respect and the experience. The items that I have in my house are not just for show, they are of value to me and they can't be replaced. The fact that Kourtney kept brushing it off like it was nothing, really hurt me because I will never get them back. 

I'm currently on my way to a very late lunch with Elle since she is leaving to go back on tour. I really feel bad for dropping out of the tour and I want to make it up to her. 

"Hey Elle." I kiss her cheek as she pulls me in for a hug. "How have you been?"

"Busy as hell." She laughs. "The tour has been driving me crazy, I've literally been juicing for the last few days so that I can fit into my outfits."

"Wow." I give her an apologetic look after we order. "I'm really sorry for dropping out. If I felt that I could mentally do it then I would."

"I know." She places her hand over mine. "I understand, you don't need to apologise."

"Ok." I smile at her. 

"How's the gorgeous little Cristian?" She asks and I look away as I think of him.

"He is perfect. The best thing to ever happen to me, I still can't believe that I'm somebody's mother, it seems so surreal."

"Speaking of." She gives me a look. "I'm sorry to hear about the divorce."

I just shrug my shoulders, not wanting to get into it. Everyone is sorry about the divorce and they have no reason to be, it is what it is.

"I'm sorry." She bites her lower lip and I furrow my brows at her. Before she can even say anything, two people sit beside us and I'm pissed.

Jose and Juan. 

"What the hell?" I give Elle a look. 

"I'm sorry but we don't want to see you guys end what could be a great marriage." Elle says while looking between Jose and I. "Juan and I want to play mediator to this, cause a divorce is not the right move."

"He filed for it." I mutter as I slouch back in my seat.

"Yeah, what the hell brother?" Juan looks at Jose. "You was giving me all this advice on my wedding day but then you turn around and do this."

"I just couldn't do it." Jose says as he slouches back in his seat and I glare at him.

"DO WHAT?" I scream in his face and Elle puts her hand on my arm. "I was a good wife to you, I changed who I was for you and nothing seemed to be good enough for you. I put you before my own family, I left the family show for you and me. What couldn't you do?"

"She really sacrificed a lot for this marriage, Jose." Elle tells him and he removes his sunglasses. "None of us understand why you keep filing for divorce. From what I've been told, you file for divorce everytime she fights Kourtney."

"Are you fucking Kourtney?" My tone changes to one of hurt as we all stare at Jose. "Are you screwing around with my sister?"

"Woah, this is a big accusation." Juan cuts in and I narrow my eyes at him. "Jose, clear your name."

"I have only ever had eyes for you, Kandice." Jose softly says. "I would never sleep with anyone from your family nor am I attracted to them. Whenever we ended our relationship, I never slept with anybody."

"So, why do you keep ending it?" Elle asks and I look him in the eyes.

"Why am I not good enough for you?" My voice cracks and I clench my fist.

"I don't know what to tell you." I scoff at his words.

"Well I do." I take a deep breath. "By the end of this month, you will be single."

"Kandi..." Elle's voice trails off.

"At the end of this month, we will be divorced." I stand to my feet and the rest of them stand up.

"Kandice." Jose reaches his hand out to me but I slap it away. 

"Fuck you." I hiss in his face before pushing him out of my way. "Fuck you Jose."

I can't hold back the tears that are falling down my face as a wave of anger surges through me. Next thing I know, I'm chucking shit all over the place while screaming at Jose.

"You broke her." Juan tells Jose with a look of disappointment.

"Kandi stop it, we are in public." Elle stops me before turning to the manager. "I am really sorry, I will pay for any damages."

Elle leads me out of the cafe and I turn back to flip Jose off.

"I hate him so much." I cry. "He has ruined me. I don't want to do this anymore."

I stalk away from Elle and I end up in my car. Ignoring Elle who is rushing over to me, I quickly peel out of the parking and start speeding.

"Oh Jose."