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KandiceKardashian: The Ladies in Black.
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Jose and I got into an argument about Anitta. After what Elle told me, I don't know how I feel about Jose going on tour knowing that she will be there and I won't. We have never had infidelity issues but Anitta is gorgeous and overly talented.
I'm currently at The Real and I'm trying not to think about my martial issues. I really do want to have a healthy baby and I realised that I really do stress out too much. It does make me question if whether I will be a good mother.
"Now we are about to welcome the beautiful singer of America's most talked about family, Kandice Kardashian-Balvin." Adrienne announces with a smile and I step on to the stage only to feel overwhelmed by all the applauding.
People are up on their feet cheering me on and for the first time in a very long time, I feel appreciated. I blow them kisses before greeting the ladies on the panel then taking my seat.
"It's very nice to have you on the show." Loni comments and I give her a fake smile.
"Yeah, now you can talk about my issues to my face." I add and her mouth drops.
"Oooh." Adrienne sips her tea and I wink at her.
"I'm kidding guys." I say and they all laugh.
"First of all we just want to say congratulations on getting married and on your pregnancy." Everyone claps as Tamera mentions it and I smile as a picture from my wedding day appears on screen.
"Can you believe that we literally planned that in a few days? Well my mom and Harmony Palomino." I correct myself and everyone gasps.
"That's amazing." Tamera says as more pictures show on screen and Jeannie nods in agreement.
"What is the married life like?" Jeannie asks and I pull a face which causes the audience to laugh.
"It's definitely different because I now feel compelled to tell Jose about all of my career plans as I expect him to me his. It is nice to be his wife though, we um... I just really love the guy." I begin to tear up as I think about all the things that we have been through. "We've been through a lot but we are still here."
"Amen." Tamera says with a big smile and I pat her hand.
"Jose is my soulmate."
"That's really beautiful." Adrienne says and I smile at her.
"How did you guys meet?" Loni asks and I think about it.
"I'm not too sure but we were definitely at a concert." I say before I tell the tale of how Jose gathered up the courage to ask me out after we messaged back and forth on Twitter.
