A Wifes Cry of Intimate Pain

Chapter 5

CHAPTER 5

Jelene's POV

    I dont know how I came home. Wala ako sa sarili ko sa mga oras na yun, ang tanging naiisip ko lang ay ang asawa kong masaya kapiling ang taong mahal niya.

    Tears started to fall again from my eyes, ayokang umiyak pero hindi ko kaya feeling ko kasi sasabog ang dibdib ko pag hindi ko naipalabas ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

    Dumeretso ako sa kwarto ko, and there I cry silently. I cry the intimate pain im feeling inside. No one knows my pain, only my self.

  
     My family isn't aware that I'm hurting, I dont want them to know. Kasi baka pag nalaman nila baka pipilitin nila akong hiwalayan si Ace, which I dont want to.

     My phone rings. I'm about to end the call but seeing its caller makes me cry even more. He always know when will I need him. I immediately answer the call.

"Honey I'm really really sorry about a while ago its just that----" I laugh at what he said. This  man never failed to make me laugh.

"Honey how many times do I have to tell you that its okay, I have to understand that not all the times you will be there. Especially now Elric I'm a married woman now.You also have to live your life, you also have your own businesses in life." madamdamin kong pahayag. I dont know why but when it comes to Elric I became emotional at all the times.

"Naiiyak na ako" natawa na lang ako Elric really knows how to lighten the mood.

"Honey babawi ako." maya maya pay sabi nito.

"oh sure" masaya kong sabi I miss bonding with Eric matagal tagal na rin kasi kaming di nakapag kita di pa.nga sya nakaatend sa kasal namin ni Ace.

"How about a dinner date honey." masaya pang suhestyon nito.

"Sure tomorrow night then." i willingly answer

"sir heres the paper you have to sign-- oh I'm really sorry sir." I heard in the background maybe his secretary.

"Honey tinambakan nila ako ng trabaho." para itong batang nagsusumbong. I can imagine him pouting his lips right now that makes me wanna kiss it. Opss wag green did I already told you that hes my first kiss? I'll tell you next time.

"Honey kung ako sayo sisimulan ko na yan at nang matapos na mas lalo ka lang mahihirapan kung patatambakin mo pa yan."

"Youre always right honey bye I love you."

"I love you too." I answer, normal na samin ni Elric ang mag I love you sa isat isa.

"Are you sure I am the father of that child?"

Napataas noo naman ako agad nang may biglang magsalita, it was Ace. He grab my wrist and push me to bed.

"It was my friend Elric." ang tanging sagot ko, ayokong mag isip sya ng masama sakin.

"You didnt answer my question. Is that mine?" ulit na tanong neto sabay turo sa may bandang tiyan ko.

"If it wasnt yours, I would't be here." i answer. He slap me hard kaya sumubsub ako sa kama ko. Agad ko namang sinapo ang tiyan ko para protektahan ang bata sa tyan ko.

Hindi na naman ito kumibo pa at pabalibag na sinara ang pinto. I sigh. Its my first day of being his wife. Isn't it the greatest first day ever?