A Wifes Cry of Intimate Pain

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

  Jelene's POV

        Natapos kaming kumain ng wala ng nagsasalita, I dont know why? Pati sila nanahimik na rin. Sa parte ko, nanahimik ako dahil naguguluhan na ako kay Ace hes acting wierd and I dont know why.

"Here." Inilapag ni Zhack ang isang baso ng juice sa harapan ko.

"Don't worry ako ang gumawa niyan, I made that from fresh orange Juice kaya healthy yan." I smile at him, his accent is really different and I find it cute.

"Thank you so much." I smiled at him. Iinomin ko na sana yung Juice ng bigla iyong agwin ni Ace at ininom ng direderetso at saka mabilis na umalis sa dinning room.

Napatingin na lang kaming lahat sa pintong nilabasan ni Ace. (Silence)

"Uhm kahapon ko pa hindi napapansin si Shine, nakita niyo ba siya?" Basag ng mommy ni Ace sa katahimikan. Mananahimik na lang sana ako, ayokong maalala ang nangyari kahapon.

"I saw her yesterday , she's talking with Jel." Pahamak rin pala minsan ang pagiging madaldal nitong si Zhack. Kung hindi ko pa nasabi sa inyong madaldal siya well ngayon nasabi ko na.

"Anong pinag usapan niyo iha?" Ace's mom asked, I think its about time to ask them who is Syrill.

"She keep talking about a certain girl named Syrill. Do you know who is she? According to Shine Syrill is Ace's first love, but Syrill love Ryker. Was that true?" No one dare to answer my question. They keep in silence and avoided my gazes, even the talkative Zhack shut his mouth up. They act as if  I mention the most sinfull question ever, and I guess what I thought is right.

I heard a sound of glass breaking at my back, and I guess that was Ace. Honestly I am afraid not for my self but for my child, Ace doesnt care about anything when hes mad. And I'm sure I made him mad.

Bigla na lang niyang hinablot ang braso ko at dire diretso akong hinila palabas ng rest house. Nagkasugat sugat pa ang mga paa ko dahil sa mga bubog ng basong nabi-ak.

"Ace dont you ever ever dare hurting her." Sigaw ni Zhack na hindi ko namalayang nakasunod na pala sa amin.

" How dare you to mention her name in front of me." Galit ang nakikita ko sa mga mata niya.

"I-I don't mean it Ace. Im just curious who is she." Mabulol bulol kong sabi dahil sa takot na baka saktan na naman niya ako.

"Gusto mo ba talagang malaman kung sino siya ha?" He ask, no he shouted at me. Hindi ako umimik, I keep my eyes from the ground as if it was the most precious thing I've ever seen.

"Siya lang naman ang babaeng minahal ko nang higit pa sa buhay ko. Wala nang iba pa walang wala na. At ikaw, walang wala ka sa kaniya dahil ikaw isa ka lang hamak na basura sa buhay ko p*ta ka." His word stab my already broken heart like a thousand knife.

"How about France?" I manage to ask, while my tears fall from my eyes. I cry again because of the intimate pain. If Syrill is the only woman she love, them maybe hes just also using France to forget about her.

"Youre not even as worth it as France, shes my second Syrill. Kung langit sila lupa ka lang kaya wag na wag mong masubukang ikumpara ang sarili mo sa kanila dahil walang wala ka." It hurts it badly hurts. Sana pinatay niya na lang pala ako kasi mas mabuti pa yun I won't suffer like this.

"You're so harsh bro." Bigla na lang sumingit si Zhack, he hide me at his back as if hes protecting me from any harm. I feel embarrassed. He heard it all, and now he know what is my situation with Ace.

"Wag na wag kang makiki-alam dito Zhack!" Bulyaw ni Ace dito pero di man lang ito natinag sa kinatatayuan niya.

"If you cant take good care of her, and can't love her the way that you do towards Syrill. Then I'm willing to take your part.
If you dont need her at all, then give her to me. I will do everything just to make her happy, and avoid everything that can make her cry. I wont hesitate. If you dont love her, then I will love her." I was surprised by what Zhack said, it was very heart warming. I can feel it, his sincere with his words. Pero ang mas kinagulat ko ay ang huling sinabi niya. "I'm willing to take the responsibility, to be the father of her child. And I'll be proud of it."
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