A Wifes Cry of Intimate Pain

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

   Jelene's POV

"Edi sayo na buti nga eh wala na akong proproblemahin pa." Walang pag aalinlangang sagot nito, wala talaga siyang pake kahit masaktan ako.

"You know what bro your so lucky to have such an amazing wife. When I meet Jel and when I know that she is your wife, I definitely said to my self. 'Oh why Ace? Why not me?' I always dream about her, about how would it feel taken care by her, about how would I feel to be his husband. I just wish it was me who got her, who marry her, whose the father of her child but youre such a lucky bastard, cause it was you." I dont know where Zhack got that words.

"Then iyo na no need to dream on. I'll willingly give her to you." Ace answered without even caring for my feelings.

"Youll never know what you will lost Ace, until one day you find out that something is missing. And youll try to find that missing piece, but then youll just see it happily living without you. If I were you Ace I will value such a great treasure."

"I am not you so I wont do such thing." Sarado ang puso't isip niya kaya alam kong kahit kanino ay hindi siya makikinig.

"Then fine, shes mine ----" di ko na narinig pa yung kasunod na sinabi ni Zhack dahil bigla akong hinila ni Ace palayo sa kanya.

"Feel na feel mo namang pinagtatangol ka niya ha?" hindi ko alam pero may iba akong nahihimigan sa tono ng boses niya.

"Ace, honestly yes. Kasi feeling ko may halaga ako, may nagpapahalaga sakin. Zhack is a great man, but he doesnt deserve me, I doesnt deserve him either. Hes just so good, at isa pa, may mahal na kasi akong iba. Maybe I also start to fall in love with Zhack-----."

"Then you are a slut, how can you love two man at the same time diba?" mapanuyang tanong neto. I just smiled bitterly at the thought, he just call me slut. Cant he remember that its his wife his talking with? Oh of course he does, but he'll never care cause I'm just his wife in papers.

"Let me finish it Ace, you got me wrong. I started to fall in love with him, a friendly love just like how much I love El (baka naman nakalimutan niyo na si Papa El guys ha. Hahaha dont worry guys next chapter may papel na ulit yun.)as a friend." He look at me as if he is testing if what I said was true, and when he find out that it was he just left me there alone.

I dont have anything to do but to sigh. I dont know whats with him.

I sat down at the white sand of the beach and stare at the beautiful ocean wonderfully colored with blue. The sun was hot but since the free air is a bit cold you can only feel a bit hotness from the blazing sun. I closed my eyes and feel the cold air, how I wish I can be as free as the air. Wala ka ng ibang iisipin pa dahil malaya ka, you dont have to think what will be happening tomorrow cause you dont care, ang importante masaya ka dahil malaya ka. I also want to be like the ocean, the birds, the trees. For a moment, just for a moment I just wish I wasn't a human I want to fly like a bird, sway like the trees, wonderful like the ocean.

I look at my bumped tummy and caress it. "Baby please dont leave mommy okay, maybe dady doesnt care about us but mommy will never give up cause I love you. I want you to have a complete family." napaluha na lang ako. Gusto kong maramdaman ng anak ko ang saya nang isang buong pamilya, saya na naranasan ko sa piling ng mga magulang ko. I dont want him to feel that hes a bad effect of that wrong thing I've done, yeah maybe what I did was wrong but my baby is the most right thing I've ever made. And I want him to feel loved, kung di man yun magawa ni Ace edi ako na lang. At kung sakali mang dumating ang araw na mapagod ako sa kakahintay then ako na lang ang magaalaga sa baby ko, and I won't ever let him feel that hes alone cause he is with me.

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Nak ng tokers guys ang sabog sorry sorry talaga. At baka nakakalimutan niyo na pong lalaki ang anak ni Jel at Ace hahaha just reminding you.

Guys di ba kayo curious kung ilang taon na si MISS author niyo? haha miss pa ako no tsaka NBSB ako wag ka. Pero may asawa hahah labo ko din no? Pero kung kilala niyo si Taehyung ng BTS congrats kilala niyo ang asawa ko lol joke lang yun ah

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