IMESSAGE
gayhyung ❤️TAEHYUNG
your tweets look like hopeful progressTAEHYUNG
did she end up having a solution for you?JIMIN
yeahJIMIN
she did, a few actuallyJIMIN
ive been debating with myself over which ones I wanna actually do..JIMIN
I haven't decided yetJIMIN
told kook that id tell him once I knowTAEHYUNG
more than one? niceTAEHYUNG
better than I thought, tbhTAEHYUNG
it's okay if you don't know right now though, don't stress about itTAEHYUNG
especially since you're just now accepting that something needs to change againTAEHYUNG
that's totally normal, it's still your body regardless of what you think of itTAEHYUNG
you have every right to be concerned for itJIMIN
yeah..TAEHYUNG
what'd she say?JIMIN
wellJIMIN
she said bc I had problems with hormones before, I could consider the options that didn't involve themTAEHYUNG
of course, might be safeJIMIN
she said my body was clear of them, it's been so long that it wasn't really searching for a supplement anymoreJIMIN
that would give me the opportunity to start working out if I wanted, training my body to fall back to its original shapeTAEHYUNG
oh, yeahTAEHYUNG
didn't think of thatTAEHYUNG
that'd be an easy way to do that if you wantedJIMIN
yeah.. that's why im still consideringJIMIN
she said the option wouldn't allow for it to look like exactly it did before, it'd just look less feminine..JIMIN
unless if I turned into some massive weight lifter, id just look like a curvy man or more built womanJIMIN
I don't know if I wanna lessen the effect or go back to how I was.. I cant decideTAEHYUNG
well, here's something to think aboutTAEHYUNG
were you still happy in your body at that point?JIMIN
yeahJIMIN
maybe not as much as the body I had in high school, but yeahJIMIN
I still felt good knowing I looked good and stuffJIMIN
I wouldn't be against it againJIMIN
that way id still have my masculinity and femininityTAEHYUNG
okay, doesnt sound that bad of an option thenTAEHYUNG
what's the other?JIMIN
taking hormones again..JIMIN
this time they'd be for transitioning back into a masculine buildJIMIN
id basically be on medication that they give to trans men and idk how I feel about that one..TAEHYUNG
hm..TAEHYUNG
yeah, I don't know if hormones are good again or notTAEHYUNG
it all depends on how you'd feel about taking themJIMIN
yeah..JIMIN
there's a last one for mixing the twoJIMIN
might consider thatJIMIN
I don't wanna be ripped or anything like that? I was never SUPER huge before eitherJIMIN
just looked good, had subtle abs, muscle definitionJIMIN
that's all im looking for againTAEHYUNG
then you know whatTAEHYUNG
I think you know exactly what you need to doJIMIN
yeah..JIMIN
as scary as it might be, yeahJIMIN
I think I do
YOU ARE READING
Emasculate | Jikook ✓
Fanfiction❝ This is your decision baby, just know that you won't be alone this time. ❞ Almost two years later and pretty boys still hold deeper secrets than one would think. Sequel to: Effeminate #completed ________________ written!au | media!au | nsfw! [W...