𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕪-𝕓𝕠𝕪 ~ 𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕪

Bye

December 9th
Thursday
1st day of Christmas break

So we don't go back to school till the 3rd of January.

I'm really excited for this break because Zach is supposed to stay with me for like all of it.

I'm setting at my house waiting for him to come over.

•

3:00 pm

My doorbell goes off so I run downstairs.

I open it to see him

"Jack hey I need to talk to you" he says pushing me into the house

"Hey hey what's wrong" I ask

"My mom. She don't know I'm here. She found out again that we are together. She's shipping me off to a camp we're they try and change you back to "normal"." He says and I tear up and hug him

"No. You can't go Zachy. I need you here. You can't go. You can move in with me. We will make it work I promise. It's junior year you have less than a year till you are 18. We can fix this" I say and he starts to cry

"Baby you know we can't do that. The camp leaves on Friday then I'm gone till summer or im supposed to be. You know I love you" he says

"But-" he cuts me off by kissing me and I kiss h back.

We fall on the couch him laying over top of me.

He licks my lips asking for permission and I let him in. (I laughed)

It gets pretty heated before we both stop to catch our breaths.

We set in comfortable silence before I speak up.

"Have you talked to anyone else" I ask

"No. I found out 5 mins before I ran here" he says

"Zay. I don't know what to do.i can't let you go, it's to long for me to live without you" I say

"I know. We can't send letters or call. It'll be like I disappeared" he says

"Where is it at" I ask

"Well I have to go to LAX and fly to Ohio. It's in the middle of no where." He says and I nod and frown

"Well make sure you stay warm okay. And make sure you eat, and take care of yourself. Don't let anyone hurt you. And remember I love you no matter what. I'm going to wait for you. And when you come back we will go to the park and have a game of soccer and then we will go to chipotle and meet up with the crackheads and go swimming at the beach, and hAve a sleepover just the 2 of us. Okay?" I say and start to cry

"I promise you I will never stop loving you ever. And we will do all of those things. I- I love you so fucking much jack" he says and pulls me into a tight hug

Both of us are crying and we set there for about 5 minutes before Sydnie walks in.

"Hey jack- wait what's wrong" she says rushing  towards us

"He's leaving syd" I say

"I got to go jacky. I love you. I'll see you in June" he says and kisses me goodbye

"I love you too. Remember what I said" I say as he walks ot the door

I fall to my knees crying.

"J. Stop crying it'll be okay" she says

I explain everything to her and she nods

She calls over my friends and I explain to them what happened

•

"Oh my god!! So he leaves tomorrow" Gabbie asks

"Yeah. He's gonna be gone" I say

"Hey no matter what you know we're here for you" daniel says

"I know but knowing he's not gonna be back till June hurts. And they are gonna try and make him thinks that being homosexual is wrong" I say

"Baby you know he's not gonna stop loving you no matter what those homophobic assholes say to him" Tate says

"We will get him back." Jonah says

"How jo" corbyn asks

"I don't know yet but we will" Jonah days

"Yeah. Ohio ain't that far away" Christina says

"Thanks guys but I doubt it'll work" i say

"Have faith j." Daniel says

"I- I do. I just- we just got back together and we had planned on staying at my house over break and having a lot of fun you know making memories BUT NO. HE HAS TO BE SENT OFF!! HES GOING TO HATE ME AND WONT LOVE ME ANYMORE" I yell whilst crying my eyes out

Everyone hugs me and ends up staying over.

And I spend my night crying to my friends while they try to help me get over the fact the love of my life is leaving me