𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕪-𝕓𝕠𝕪 ~ 𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕪

thoughts

A/n i just changed the name of the chapter so skip to the next!!

we made it to the hospital, sydnie, and the girls made it as well.

we are waiting in the waiting room, just waiting on the news. (sksksk waiting times7000)

i'm setting down next to sydnie her head on my shoulder as we set here and just hope for the best.

"avery family" the doctor announces and we all stand up quickly so quick i could've gotten whiplash

"yes uh hi" i say as me and sydnie rush over to him

"relationships" he asks

"boyfriend" "sister" me and syd say as we frantically wait for the news

"okay, come back here with me" he says and i send and a nod to the squad showing that it's okay

we go back to his room where he tells us that jack is okay and can leave tomorrow. i smile and thank him as i rush into his room.
i jump on his bed and kiss his face all over.

"ugh i'm gonna kill you" i say as i stop and smile at him

"i'm gonna kill you first" he says and we laugh

my knees on either side of him and my hands resting on his shoulders. i smile at him.

"what happened" i ask as sydnie is still talking to the doctor outside

"they said i had a major panic attack and passed out, but i'm okay now" he says

"aww love i'm so sorry i wasn't able to help you. i should've been there" i say as i sigh

"don't blame yourself. it's no ones fault but those bitches of men, but i'm terrified to stay home alone anymore" he says and i frown

"i can stay with you for as long as you want i don't care, i don't want you to be alone if it scares you" i say as i peck his lips as the doctor comes in

"jack i'm so sorry" sydnie says as she walks in and hugs him quickly

"syd it's not your fault" he says as he hugs back and i get off the bed

"i know jack but i hate that you have to stay home alone all the time" she says as she sits down on the side of the bed and holds his hand

"well i'm not going to be anymore, if you don't care zach is gonna stay with me" he says with a smile and i wink at him

"that's totally okay with me!!!" she says and we all smile

i go back out to the waiting room to tell everyone he's okay and they can come in. everyone follows me back to the room where they all hug him and say 'i love yous'

we all decide to stay overnight and have a "party" like we planned

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"so guys it's officially halloween" i say as i kiss jacks hand

"the best halloween ever" corbyn says
and we laugh

as we all eat some food from the vending machines and laugh over stupid things i simply think about how i'm never gonna get over how much i love these people.

everyone falls asleep except me, i just sit there my hand in jacks and think, how did i get so lucky to find these amazing people, how did i get so lucky to find these amazing people, how am i so lucky to have the most amazing boyfriend who loves me endlessly, i question these things all the time, i still haven't found an answer.

i lay my head on the side of the bed and close my eyes as i fall asleep to the thought of happiness.

a/n
short chapter oops