𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕪-𝕓𝕠𝕪 ~ 𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕪

Matters

A/n
Hey guys I made a new book. Eastside - jachary

Go read it!!!!
Also sorry this chapter is short :( more to come!!! :))))
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Once we got back to the hotel jack went straight to our room and packed his bag.

Everyone was confused but packed there's as well.

We were supposed to stay for atleast a week.

The squad told their families they went on spring break to, Florida but it was a lie of course.

We hopped in the car and Jonah and Daniel road up front with me and Tate and Gabbie in the very back and jack and Christina and corbyn In the middle.
We found out there was a secret pull out seat.

Jack and I didn't talk the whole way to the airport. I tried but he ignored me.

Once we got to the airport we had to wait 2 hours before we left.

Eventually we boarded and with my luck my seat was next to jacks and only jacks.

Thankfully no one would switch so we were stuck like that.

"Jack please" I said

"No." He said

"Please jack just let me apologize" I whispered

"No Zachary" he said with harshness in his voice

"Whatever Jack" I said and turned away

He put in his headphones and didn't look my way the whole ride.

So I fell asleep.

Once I woke up we were landing.

Jack still was just listening to music.

after we got off the plane we grabbed our luggage and went to the cars.

"Wait guys" I said

"What zach" Jonah asked

"Uhh where am I staying" I asked

"Uhm. Supposed to be jacks..." Daniel said

"You are still staying with him no matter what jack says" Gabbie said

"Exactly" Christina said

It was me Daniel Jonah and jack in the car heading home.

Kristin was on a business trip and Sydnie was staying at a friends for spring break so we were alone..great.

Jonah dropped us off and we hurried inside.

We went to his room where he plopped on the bed and I just stood there.

"I hate you" I said

"I know" he said

"So your talking now" I said

"Maybe" he says

"Me and mason didn't do anything he's 15 and has a boyfriend he was scared at the time I laid down and comforted him..." I started

"I WAS SCARED TO!!the only difference is no one was there to help..." jack cried

"I said I was sorry" I said

"But it doesn't change all the times I stayed up crying and cutting. I lied to everyone and said I stopped, I didn't stop till the 13th. I have scars all over my thighs, and wrists. I wear only long sleeves when I'm around everyone zach. I texted you knowing you wouldn't read it, but you did and didn't respond. Zach I told you I was in a dark place and almost killed myself...you knew" he said

"I didn't know that. The last message I read was you telling me you stopped cutting and that was in February..." I said

Then he showed me the messages.

"Mason" I thought

"Jack I'm so sorry I didn't get those I love you jack forever and always. I love you so very much" I said

He hugged me and we cuddled and cried and it was an emotional mess.

But he loves me and that's all that matters