𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕪-𝕓𝕠𝕪 ~ 𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕪

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sundayyy
3:00 AM

"haaa" i wake up breathing heavenly and slightly sweating.

i look around and everyone is still sleeping.

i pickup my phone after getting out of zach's grip to check the time 3:00 AM. great i wake up at the devils hour (sam g. tease)

i go to the kitchen and get a cup of water and drink it while i still try and even out my breaths. i open my phone back up and scroll through twitter. then i decide to try and go back to sleep.

i'm still awake. i don't want to wake anyone else up.

i just go outside and set on the patio to try and ease my mind up.

i miss my mom.

i need her.

she usually helps me when i'm like this, but she's not here.

"jack"

i jump.

"you scared me" i say putting my hand over my chest as it rises and lowers

"i'm sorry. but what are you doing up? are you okay" corbyn asks me

"i just woke up and was in cold sweats, so i decided to come out here" i say as glance over to him

"wanna talk about anything? usually when people wake up like that something's on their mind, or they had a nightmare" he says

"i- i've been missing my mom a lot lately. she's off on a business trip for about 6 months and i miss her" i say as tears slowly fall down my face

"aww jack c'mere" he says and stands up and opens his arms motioning for me to go to him

i do. and he hugs me super tight as he rocks back and forth

"jack it'll all be okay. if you need anything just come talk to me and the guys to the girls. you know we're here for you whenever you need us. we love you bub" he says and i sniffle

"o-okay" i say

he slightly pulls back his hands resting on my shoulders as he looks down at me

"are you okay now" he asks and i nod

he hugs me again and we go inside

he pull up the blanket and slide back next to zach

he moves and wraps his arms back around me

"where did you go" he asks in a sleepy voice

"i had to pee" i say and he nods and falls back asleep as do i

•••

i wake up later and open my eyes

i don't feel zach around me and i don't see anyone

i stand up and stretch and look outside

"jack baby" zach says as he pats his leg

i walk towards him and sit down as i wrap my arms around him

"where are the girls" i ask considering only the boys are out here

"they went to get breakfast" corbyn says

daniel is setting very close to jonah. i think they are getting close again. yayy

"where did you go last night? you were gone way longer than using the bathroom" zach asks

"i- uh-"

"me and him sat outside and talked for a bit i woke up and he did afterwards so we just sat outside" corbyn says saving me

"oh okay. well i missed your warmth" zach says with a smile

"well now you got me" i say and lean back on him he pulls me ever closer and kisses my cheek.

he kisses down my neck as i giggle. they are soft little kisses.

"zachy stop" i say

"why" he asks as he continues

"we are around the guys" i say even thought i'm enjoying it

"guys seriously" daniel says with a laugh

"fine" zach says and he stops

••

"guys we're back" the girls yell as they go to the kitchen

we all get up and head in there where we eat our breakfast.

we got IHOP of course what else would we have for breakfast?

"thanks" daniel says

"yeah thanks i would of starved" corbyn says as he winks at christina

"thank you guys" i say

"thanks" jo and zach say at the same time

"your welcome guys" gabbie and tate and chris says

we start eating and when we finish we go back to the living room and turn on peter pan i've been wanting to rewatch this for so long now and finally i am

i'm snuggled back into zach as we are just enjoying everyone's presence and having a nice time.

later on we end up going back outside and lighting a little fire while we jam it to music, acting stupid, having fun.

i'm glad it got my mind off my mom but i still miss her a lot.

•••

5:00 pm

"guys we are gonna go" gabbie says as her tatum daniel and jonah' leave

they give us all a hug before heading out followed by christina and corbyn.

"so it's just you and me" zach says

"yeah. but love i have to tell you something" i say and he frowns as we sit down

"what is it jackyy" he asks with a tone of concern

"you know how my mom left a little while ago? well i've been missing her a lot lately and i don't know what to do about it...she's my mom i can't replace her and she lives on the other side of the US....it just hurts" i say and he holds my hand

"nobody can replace your momma, but she'll be back soon, anytime you need a motherly figure you have syd, jonah or christina just talk to them or you can talk to me or anyone else baby, don't worry everything will be alright" he says with a smile as he presses his lips to mine for quick and soft kiss

as if on cue sydnie walks in the house

"hey guys i'm home" she shouts as she walks in

"hey sis it's just me and zach" i say and she smiles

"okay well zach you staying or" she asks

"i'm going to stay, if it's alright" he says and she nods

later on we both take showers before getting in my bed his arms wrapped protectively around my waist as my back is up against his stomach.

"i love you" i say

"i love you too" he says and we fall asleep